C68 Get out of the Way

"I've lived my whole life in betrayal, the betrayal of my father. Husband's betrayal, sister's betrayal, you all treat me as your enemy... Yes, I have hurt all of you, but when you hurt me, But you care about my feelings, your betrayal for a long time... I am already numb to it. I am prepared to be numb to it. I have sunk to the bottom of the water and I am beyond redemption