C21 Do I really have any choice?

Blood spilled on the floor, and I looked up at him as his face etched into a twist as he groaned. I don't know how I saw myself in a room. My legs fled to to my room out of fear and I bounced the door and immediately shut the door out of fear, I had to recheck and confirm if the door was locked.

"What have I done? Fuck" I muttered silently under my heavy breathing. "But he deserves it? yes