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It’s been around 2 days since I have been reborn or can also say like it’s been around 2 days since I woke up from the dream I had. So, should I use my knowledge to change the directions? Or just keep up as it is?

From these two days that I have been here… I can conclude that it’s been around the time since I have transmitted to this place. Beginning. Yep beginning.

I can remember… when I first came here in her previous life.

I was unwilling and afraid. Besides that… I hated the fact that I was worshipped as if I was their Goddess.

Animals changing into Humans?

Though I think that I, myself, is naïve person… I, myself is also a stubborn person too.

If not, why would she hunger strike herself just to die and leave this damn place the moment she came…?

Many might think I am stupid. But, once the party is in my shoes they will know my situation.

I have never even read any novels so how would I even imagine these kind of things?

Struggling?

Yeah Struggling.

But, no matter what… I can’t forget their sacrifices.

Now, in these two I have not eaten anything except drinking and chewing some wild fruits.

She feels so weak.

These days I tried to calm down and remember everything.

But, I feel very tangled…

Should I?

OR

Should I not?

Biting my lips.

I moved my hands towards the stone table… it was so painful because I was hurt when I first came here…

Don’t know how I got this injury but it was very painful.

Well, though it has been washed and cleaned… applied some herbs too.

Looking outside its mid-dark.

Late evening…

I moved my hand and took the pendant which was kept near me.

It could be said that along with me and my bag this pendant has been with in my entire previous two lives.

Caressing the pendant I felt as if being sucked inside.

Closing my eyes.

I felt pain in my head as if all the nerves of my brain have been modified.

Finally, the pain subdued.

Slowly opening my eyes…

I was shocked…

Astonished…

More than that… I felt puzzled.

Like a movie screen… variety of scenes played in front of her eyes.

At first few minutes she didn’t understand anything. But, as the time passed by… she felt the images were very familiar.

Isn’t it… the lead in the scenes herself?

Yeah.

Those images are those from modern world. Followed by her previous Beast World.

In just ten minutes… her entire two lives flashed in front of her eyes.

A smile formed on her face… which was filled with bitterness.

Finally,

Taking a deep breath. I mocked myself. It seems there are no other choices.

Closing my eyes. I concentrated.

Lucas Shaw, he appeared. Like a ninja.

Surprise could be seen on his expressionless face.

“You…” his husky voice was as cold as ever.

But, maybe due to my previous experience I could sense some excitement in his voice.

Biting my lips. I didn’t know what to say.

As time passed by… it was as if… I could see a flash of disappointment in his eyes?

Sigh…

Truth is from the day I came here… I have not even opened my mouth and talked to others except on the day where I cried. Almost everybody thinks I am mute.

“I… I…” finally I opened my mouth and my voice surprised me.

Maybe due to the non-communication these days. My voice was hoarse.

“Here” a bowl of water was handed to me.

But, when I reached my hands to hold it.

“Hiss!” I shuddered due to pain.

“Let me…” holding the bowl. Lucas adjusted my positon and made me drink sip by sip.

After finishing.

I saw him standing beside my stone bed.

Sigh.

“Lucas… I…”

Not knowing what to say.

“I want to bath…” when these words left my mouth. I was way too embarrassed.

Regardless of my hand pain. I pulled the skin blanket and covered myself.

Seconds passed.

Biting my lips.

I heard a chuckle.

“Okay. Now, don’t suffocate. Come out…” pulling my blanket. He bought me out.

“I… I… well… I…”

“Don’t worry. I will bring warm water for you…” saying this he disappeared.

I blushed for no reasons.

‘Stupid!’

I scolded myself.

After ten minutes or so he came back. Holding a large wooden tub.

“Do you need me too help you…?” he asked.

“No! You… You go out… I… will… call…” with shuddering voice… I told him.

Sigh.

This time it was not my sigh Okay?

It was his sigh.

I saw him shaking his head and heading out.

Love?

No. I don’t love him just because of his previous acts.

Because it’s not a rule that you should love everyone whoever helped you.

Maybe…

Respect… I guess.

I admire him. I respect him. But, no matter what, I know I don’t love him, at least now… as for the future? If I was just like how I was in my previous lives… then maybe I would not have considered these unknown emotions.

But, now….

I want to change.

I want to give myself a new way… a new goal… a new future…

Maybe he will also be a part of my future… our future… Golden Summit Tribe…

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