C12 The Severity That must be Faced

I didn't understand what Ding Bufan was thinking as he stared at me. However, I was very clear that six thousand yuan of betrothal gifts really put a lot of pressure on him.

"Do you think the betrothal gift is very high?"

In fact, I felt that I had already fallen in love with Ding Bufan. If it wasn't for the fact that Yue Siyang had already settled in my heart for so long, I would have made a decision without hesitation to let Ding Bufan let go of his worries.

"Not high, not high, not high indeed. However, to me, there is quite a bit of pressure."

Ding Bufan raised his eyebrows. In his deep eyes, there was a bright and pleasant look. It was as if he was thinking of other, happier things.

I was so astonished that I didn't know what to do. A blind date is the key to whether or not a man and a woman can meet eye to eye, but the height of the betrothal gift is the key to determining whether or not they can become husband and wife. But Ding Bufan's demeanor, let me a bit hard to fathom.

"If it's not high, then what pressure do you have? Do you have other thoughts about me? "

Unable to fathom his state of mind, I felt that his cheerful eyes must have felt that I was not worth more than six thousand silver taels, which was why I had such a state of mind.

The moment Ding Bufan lowered his gaze, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. However, a provocative look flashed across his eyes when he looked at me.

"From your looks, you definitely have exceeded 6000 gifts. However, I feel that you are yourself. You definitely cannot be compared with your brother, nor can you use your sister-in-law as a reference. "We are trying to live a better life, not trying to compare ourselves with others, nor are we sacrificing our own happiness for the happiness of others."

He actually began to speak reason.

I couldn't bear it, my eyes were wide open, and there was an irrepressible anger in me.

Everyone was clear about this logic, but in real life, who could fight against the secular world, and even if they did fight, they wouldn't end up in a good situation. Yang Hua had eloped with her ex-husband because her family was poor and she couldn't bring out the huge gift. However, the result was even more tragic. In less than a year, she had become the reality of a divorce and had to face the misfortune of getting married again.

Thinking about all of this, my emotions were in complete disarray. On one hand, it was because of my brother's happiness in getting married, and on the other hand, it was because I wanted to start a happy life. If I made a mistake, it would cause my fate to change.

In the face of marriage, all the ideals I had set up before, including the ambitions, seemed to be replaced by the most serious practical problems.

"Ding Bufan, listen carefully. Although I really want to have a happy life, I definitely won't ignore the feelings of my family and can't go against their wishes. If you think that I have no opinions, then there's nothing between us! "

After saying that, without waiting for Ding Bufan to react, I immediately went to the other side of the corn. I went around the edge of the farmland he was blocking and quickly stepped out of the corn field.

The moment I jumped onto the small path in the field, I heaved a sigh of relief. However, I didn't turn my head around and instead, took a vigorous stride, heading back home.

Actually, my sudden change of mood was not really due to anger, but to let Ding Bufan understand that it was impossible for me to oppose my parents, or for my own happiness, to prevent my brother from getting married and getting married.

Ding Bufan, who came out from the corn field, ran faster and shouted loudly.

"Ah Xiang, can you wait for me? There are more important things I need to say."

Ding Bufan's shout came from behind me, but it didn't attract me to slow down. On the contrary, my footsteps became faster and faster.

Right now, the only thing I can think about is whether Ding Bufan's family can fulfill my parents' conditions, and whether or not I can keep my brother from postponing his wedding for the sake of the betrothal gift money. As for the important matter that Ding Bufan hasn't finished talking about, it doesn't seem to have much to do with me. After all, I'm not thinking about my own problems right now, so I don't care about the so-called important matter.

While I was deep in thought, I couldn't help but turn my head to glance at Ding Bufan, only to find that he was about to catch up.

"Wait for me, it's just a sentence or two. It's really important, it's definitely not a lie."

Ding Bufan shouted as he reached out to grab my wrist that was hanging low.

The pull of gravity forced me to slow down, but I didn't look back. I kept my head up and my chest out as I looked forward.

"Let go, don't let anyone see you. Speak if you have something to say, there's no need to grab onto me."

As I spoke, I shook his hand off with great force and slowed my pace.

Although I said that I would listen to his words, I did not want to listen to it in my heart. That was because my current state of mind was indeed not very good.

"I want to go out and adventure and see if I can find a chance to develop outside. There is no way out for me if I stay at home, and farming is definitely not my dream."

Ding Bufan panted and said anxiously.

At this moment, he seemed to be extremely serious. When he spoke, his tone was firm, as if he was not in the mood to joke.

I turned my face slowly, my eyes falling eagerly on his angular face, and I couldn't help but stop in my tracks.

"I just want to go out and do part-time work! Furthermore you speak so haughtily. Moreover, that is your own opinion, there is no need to tell me about it! "

"You're wrong. I'm definitely not going out for a sideline job, and I'm not going out for a job. I want to develop in the outside world. To be frank, I'm just pretending."

"That's just your idea, but it's not the end result. So many people go out to work every year, some of them earn money, and some of them even rise to prominence. Isn't it New Year's time for them to return home dejectedly?"

"That's because they definitely aren't me. If I go out and do nothing, I definitely won't come back, and I won't be able to use my physical strength to earn some hard money to support my family."

Ding Bufan's heavy tone carried a more determined feeling, as if he had made up his mind, but he also had the intention to show his determination.

Although I have his attitude tomorrow, but before confirming the relationship between the two parties, I felt that it wasn't necessary for him to express his determination towards me, because I still didn't know the attitude of my parents, nor could I predict whether Ding Bufan's parents would accept the amount of the wedding gift or not. Furthermore, with so many uncountable restrictions, I felt absent-minded listening to his words.

"Let's not talk about whether you can succeed. With our current relationship, don't you think that it's a little early to say all this!?"

The moment I said that, I shifted my gaze and very slowly swept my gaze across his face. I resolutely turned around and took a steady step in the direction of my home.