C20 I AM NOT READY YET

Sarah POV

The next morning I woke up to find myself sleeping a farm grip around my waist. It felt good, I turned around to my side to find David sleeping peacefully and my eyes all over his hard chest. I remember how amazing he kissed me last night was and I blushed at the thought of it. A small smile crept on my face as I traced his jawline, fuck, he looked so beautiful. I wouldn't mind watching him sleep all day.

"Good morning, sweetheart." he said looking at me.

"Good morning, David."

He smiled and pulled me to him. He smashed his lips into mine with a passion and intensity that left my mind and soul in smithereens.

I tried to pull away but his arm tighten my waist. It was him biting on my lower lips that had me surrendering to him and letting him take over which he did.

He slipped his tongue in my mouth and caressed my tongue with his, causing a moan to erupt from me. His nearly erotic action had my nether regions drench, my heart blooming in happiness.

David brook apart, booth of us breath heavily. He rested his head in my crook of my neck.

"I think I should get married today." David said.

I can't believe my ears. Did I hear correct?

"No, I am not ready yet." I answered him and his face changed suddenly. He looked angry.

"I am not used to people telling me NO." David said.

He got up and walked out angry closing the door hard with bang. I got scared of his reaction. I thought I have hurt him but I am not ready get married today.

Let me go and try to explain everything. He may thought that I don't want to get married to him.

I got up from bed and put on my shoes. I took my handbag and walked down stairs to find him. He was in the living room with his laptop.

"David, please let me explain... I want... "

He cut me off, "NO, my driver is waiting for you down stairs, you may leave, he will take you home." David hear me out. "Please leave Sarah."

I walked out feeling my tears coming out. I wiped my tears and saw the driver waiting for me.

He opened the door. I got inside. When he closed the door my tears kept coming without stopping.

The driver drove me home. After 40 minutes the car stopped.

"Miss we are here."

"Thank you so much." I opened the door and said.

After the driver left I walked to my house and opened the door. Emma was not in the house.

I went to my room and took a shower and dressed myself. When I was done I walked out of the house and got a taxi. I got inside and told the driver to drive me to my mom's place.

After 3 hours of drive I arrived home, yes home.

I knocked and my mom opened the door. I hugged her and cried my heart out. I couldn't help anymore. My mom was worried.

"Honey what happened? why are you crying?" mom said.

"mom..." I sob.

"okay come inside and talk to me."

I walked inside and mom gave me a big hug and asked me what was wrong.

I told her everything and she told me everything will be okay. She smiled at me.

"Honey I am very sorry to see you crying but the guy like you, he is ready to marry you and he is 30 years old. I think he feels he is getting old and wants a family that why he wants you to marry him. Stop worrying too much, talk to him and tell him how you feel, give him a chance to show you how he loves you." mom said.

"mom I am scared, what if it doesn't work?"

"how will you know if you don't give him a chance?"

I talked with mom and after talking to her I felt better and I went to my room and took a nap.

What mom told me make sense but how do I tell David when he is angry with me.

Mom come to my room with a glass of orange juice and a cake.

"Than you mom." I smiled and she left and closed the door.

I don't know how to tell him. I think I should stay with mom today and go back home tomorrow.