C10 The Snow in the Arena
Jian Jia stood unsteadily at the door, looking at her beloved man in despair and pain.
It turned out that he would also take care of someone so carefully.
It turned out that he would only be so cold and heartless when facing her.
Jian Jia's heart was in pain and she could not stand properly.
Hsu Lanyi's death took away Zhai Yaotian's happiness, but Hsu Xuanyi's existence was Zhai Yaotian's comfort.
She tried her best to occupy Mrs. Zhai's position and might really be wrong.
Jian Jia took a deep breath and slowly left with the support tool.
She returned to her ward and tidied up her personal belongings. Taking advantage of the nurse not noticing, she quietly left the hospital.
After getting into the taxi, Jian Jia went straight back to the Jian residence.
The simple villa was located on the quiet street, with lush greenery.
Separated by the fence and the floor-to-ceiling window, Jian Jia could vaguely see Jian's father reading the newspaper in the living room, while Mrs. Jian was sitting by the side drinking tea.
This place was warm and quiet.
Jian Jia's eyes were hazy. She did not enter the house. She slowly knelt down on the stone steps by the corner in the direction of her parents.
She had accepted her father's scolding. She had accepted her mother's advice.
"Mom and Dad, I am unfilial. I do not dare to go home. I can only look at you from afar."
Jian Jia lowered her head and kowtowed heavily.
She kowtowed to thank her parents for nurturing.
Her tears fell on the bluestone steps and overflowed.
"I am unfilial, unable to take care of you all. This is the greatest regret of my life, and also the punishment of the heavens."
Her heart was throbbing in pain, and the surgical wound on her waist was also filled with pain.
Jian Jia forcefully endured the pain and kowtowed again.
The second time she kowtowed, she begged her parents to forgive her.
"I am very sorry for making you all sad because of my death. If there is a next life, I hope that I can still be your daughter."
"At that time, I will definitely be very obedient and won't make you guys angry anymore. I won't let you guys worry about me anymore."
She kowtowed for the third time, wishing for her parents to be safe and sound.
"Mom and Dad, after I'm gone, you must be healthy and safe. Live well and live well."
Hot tears rolled down Jian Jia's face.
She covered her mouth and tried her best not to cry.
Finally, she took a deep look at her parents in the house and Jian Jia staggered to her feet. Then she stuffed a letter and a bank card into the mailbox in front of the fence.
She could only leave these things to her parents.
After doing all these, Jian Jia turned around unsteadily and left. She took a car to the outer racetrack of the Thunder Car Club.
This was the starting point of Zhai Yaotian's establishment of the Windstorm Fleet. It was also the place where he often came to train his car.
The evening sky was a little dim and cloudy.
Jian Jia walked slowly on the track with difficulty. Suddenly, she saw a dazzling red racing car parked at the corner of the road.
Zhang Yang was written on the car. The shiny body of the car shone brightly, making people unable to take their eyes off it.
Jian Jia walked forward and saw the car keys hanging on the steering wheel. There was a pendant made of red rope.
She recognized that it was the Peace Talisman that Hsu Lanyi had personally woven for Zhai Yaotian.
Jian Jia laughed at herself and her eyes were filled with desolation.
Hsu Lanyi was Zhai Yaotian's treasure, she was just a grass under his feet.
However, Zhai Yaotian was in the hospital. Why was the key in the car?
Snow suddenly floated up in the sky. The small white feathers were like pear petals that were blown down slowly.
Snowflakes fell on the racing car one after another, dyeing the red car silvery-white.
Snowflakes fluttered gently, peaceful and beautiful.
Jian Jia raised her hand that was red from the cold and gently caressed the car. The snowflakes melted and turned into water traces along her fingertips.
"Six years ago, on this track, you drove the car in front of me. At that moment, my eyes seemed to be unable to contain anyone else."
Jian Jia seemed to think of this car as Zhai Yaotian and started to talk to herself.
"After that, I practiced my driving skills and hoped that one day I would be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with you. Five years ago, on your birthday, the gift I prepared for you was a cool driving skill I created for you. I wanted to use that driving skill to express my love for you."
Speaking up to this point, she raised her hand to press down on her slowly beating heart. The prickly pain made her almost unable to breathe. No one knew how painful and embarrassing it would be when she recalled the scene back then.
"But when I came back from the race track and heard all of you say that the person who showed off his driving skills was Hsu Lanyi, I knew I had lost the right to defend myself. " Yes, I am a person with heart disease. "How can I show that kind of driving skill? Even if I did it for you, how did it become the reason for your relationship with Hsu Lanyi?"
Jian Jia looked up and looked at the snowflakes falling from the sky. The light in her eyes gradually shattered.
"Zhai Yaotian, I have never hurt anyone, but you want me to die."