C60 "Doubts and inhibitions."

"You have always been so precious to me, Ryn as so your future that’s why I needed to control myself. I could not deprive you of a good future back then so I didn’t want to be selfish. Do you know? At the age of my early twenties, I imagined beautifully seeing you being a mother of my children and being the light of my home but it was so selfish of me for thinking of you that way