C1711 I'm leaving tomorrow

I have to admit it.

Xu Jingwen was a good woman.

The reason why my feelings towards her are different from other women is because of the word 'Wen', and also because of the way the figure of her and Xiao Wen often overlaps.

Not so much love as guilt.

Guilt towards the Xiao Wen.

This feeling was filled with love and was extremely bad.

Presumably