C474 Doubt in Attitude

I've lived for about a year. I am prepared to leave this stable place again. I don't know why, but I actually feel that this kind of stable life makes me feel a little uneasy.

It is as if this comforting life should not belong to me, but to be forcefully taken by me. This feeling is very chaotic, as if it is this kind of stable life. It was as if it would be taken back at any time. Every day