C38 I Just Want to Live Well

Hsu Mochen stood still and looked at the ICU that Jiang Yiye was pointing at.

A devilish memory rolled up in his mind. His mind was filled with the scene of Jiang Yiye and Xia Qingning together.

It was not like he did not give Xia Qingning a chance.

He had trusted that woman.

But later on, everything proved that Xia Qingning and Jiang Yiye were plotting something, deceiving him time and time again.

It was not that he did not regret it, it was because he regretted and hated himself so deeply that when he found out that everything was betrayal and deception, he could no longer believe anything.

When he was young, Hsu Mochen hated his mother.

He hated her for betraying his father and leaving them with another man.

It was because of this that his father was so ill that he did not feel much love from his parents since he was young.

He hated the betrayal of others and all the lies he had lied to them over and over again.

Did he ever love Xia Qingning?

Of course he did.

Since the last time he thought Xia Qingning was really dead, his love suddenly came to a realization.

After living like a walking corpse for a few months, he suddenly found out that Xia Qingning had betrayed him and another man.

His heart was broken once again.

Pain, he had never felt such pain before.

Even when his mother left, he had never felt such pain before.

The hatred seemed to have sowed a seed in his heart. Now, it had grown into a towering tree that was deeply rooted in the soil.

He could no longer believe everything related to Xia Qingning. He absolutely could not believe it.

"Jiang Yiye, stop acting. It's very funny." Hsu Mochen's slightly red eyes were filled with ruthlessness, but there was a bitterness that others could not see. He smiled contemptuously. "Didn't you guys do this because you want me to stop hurting the Xia family?"

Hsu Mochen moved his stiff steps. The resentment he felt earlier was replaced by the bitterness and disappointment in his heart. He gave Jiang Yiye a fierce look. "Go and tell that woman that I will not show mercy this time. This is the price she paid for betraying me and deceiving me, Jiang Yiye. As long as I, Hsu Mochen, live in this world, I will never let the two of you have a good life."

After saying this, Hsu Mochen turned around and left the hospital without looking at the ward again.

Jiang Yiye stood where he was and watched the man's back disappear. The hatred in his heart also disappeared along with it.

He looked away from the ICU. He looked through the glass to see the face of the woman lying on the bed with an oxygen mask. He felt a slight pain in his heart.

"Xia Qingning, this is the man you bitterly love for seven years. This is the man you can give up your life for! It must be you who committed a heinous crime in your previous life. So you have to pay it back in this life..."

Jiang Yiye's body went limp as he sat on the chair behind him.

His thoughts drifted far and far away. The scene in his mind returned to the day he first saw Xia Qingning.

The first time he saw Xia Qingning in his colleague's office gave him a long-lost sense of intimacy.

She looked very much like his sister who passed away due to leukemia.

He grew up together with his older sister, Jiang Ran, and they were very close. His parents rarely accompanied him when they were in business. Jiang Ran was always by his side, but later on, Jiang Ran was also by his side. Because of a man who did not cherish her, because of a love that was not worth it and the despair of leukemia, she gave up her life.

At that time, Jiang Yiye was seventeen years old. When he was about to become a real man to take care of his sister, he did not have a chance anymore.

This was the greatest regret of his life, and also the most painful thing for him.

Later on, he met Xia Qingning. This allowed him to find the shadow of Jiang Ran on that woman.

The regret and guilt in his heart made him have a desire to keep Xia Qingning alive.

After that, he became Xia Qingning's attending physician.

When she jumped off the building in despair, he tried his best to save her.

During her most painful months, he gave up everything and disappeared without a trace. He took care of her and made up his mind to stay close to her. It was not easy for that woman to get better bit by bit.

But later on, the day she found her bone marrow was the right thing to do, and it ended up like this.

Jiang Yiye could not accept it no matter what.

Why was a woman who gave up her love not cherished?

He had schemed and spent all his efforts just to get that woman to live well. Why was it so difficult?

When the truth was revealed, Hsu Mochen would definitely regret it.

He would.

He would be a hundred times, a thousand times more painful than Xia Qingning right now.

He would definitely...