C3 Chapter 3: Can't fight this feeling

I think I always knew, or at least I have known for a while... What I don't know is if you're born like that, with that, or if it is something that you develop as you grow up. It's not a disease or a condition, it is a choice. So, my thought is that it is something you eventually develop or at least I feel that's my case. It's complicated, delicate to talk about, to bring up in a conversation