C127 I Have Nothing to Lose!
I was both angry and humiliated. I clenched my hands that were on my knees tightly, then relaxed them. When my palms were soaked in sweat, I finally relaxed them. The wind blew away the sweat on my palms, and I felt as if my heart had fallen into an icehouse. My heart finally relaxed a little.
I stood up from the chair. I could not even show a single expression. Looking at Paul, I said calmly