C37 Break up

"I'll tell you later." Xia Jing avoided his kiss, and her neck was red from his bite. She pushed him and said coquettishly, "Ruo Bai, go and sit down first."

"I want to do it with you." He pushed her against him from behind, his hoarse voice carrying some heat.

Xia Jing seemed helpless in the face of his request. She turned around and looked him straight in the eye, "I have prepared this meal for a long time."

Only then did Shen Ruo Bai glance at the table. Seeing that it was indeed different from usual, he didn't want to ruin her mood, so he sat back down sulkily.

Xia Jing poured a glass of red wine for both of them. Shen Ruo Bai frowned at her and said, "I thought you can't drink?"

"It's red wine, it's fine." Xia Jing smiled lightly and pushed a glass in front of him.

Shen Ruo Bai nodded. "You can only drink with me in the future."

Even if she was drunk, she could only have sex with him.

Xia Jing did not say anything, but the light in her eyes dimmed. She raised her head and her face changed into a smile. She raised her glass and said to him, "Ruo Bai, let me toast you."

Her smile was just right.

Shen Ruo Bai could not see any flaws at all. He raised his glass and drank it all in one gulp.

After all, Xia Jing's alcohol tolerance was not very good. After drinking half a cup of wine in one breath, she couldn't help but start coughing. Shen Ruo Bai grabbed it for her, "Be good, don't drink anymore."

Then he finished the cup for her and ordered Sister Fu, "Bring the fruit juice to the young lady."

"I want to drink it. It's rare for me to drink it with you." Xia Jing looked at the cup that he had snatched away with a pitiful gaze.

Shen Ruo Bai did not fall for her trick. She handed the cup to the maid behind her, "There will be plenty of opportunities in the future."

Xia Jing lowered her head and was silent for a long time.

"Do you really still want to drink it?" Shen Ruo Bai could not stand her wronged appearance. She took the wine bottle and looked at her with raised eyebrows.

Xia Jing nodded. Everyone said that drinking could boost one's courage. She didn't know if it was true.

"Alright, come here." It was rare for him to be so easy-going. Xia Jing walked over to him and saw him take a big sip. Suddenly, he stood up and hugged her tightly, pressing her lips against his. After she swallowed the wine in his mouth, Xia Jing's eyes suddenly turned red. However, Shen Ruo Bai did not notice this and continued to deepen the kiss.

Xia Jing suddenly pushed him away, "Enough!"

Her voice was cold and harsh for the first time. Shen Ruo Bai staggered and just as he steadied himself, he saw her looking at him indifferently, as if she was a completely different person. Her red eyes were misty, making it hard for him to see clearly.

He frowned. "What's wrong?"

She had been abnormal since last night. What was going on?

Xia Jing took a deep breath and tried her best to look at him calmly. Her slender fingers clenched and loosened, loosened and tightened. In the end, she closed her eyes and said resolutely, "Ruo Bai, let's break up."

Let's break up. Shen Ruo Bai listened to these words for a long time without reacting. She only felt that somewhere in her heart seemed to have suffered a heavy blow and was in intense pain.

All of this was not shown on her face. He was smiling. "Is today April Fool's Day?"

"I'm sorry, Ruo Bai. I thought about it for a long time. I feel that we might not be suitable for each other." Xia Jing tried her best not to anger him. She tried her best to speak in a tactful manner, trying her best to get along with him.

Unexpectedly, Shen Ruo Bai did not get angry. Instead, she restrained her smile. On her cold face was a bone-piercing coldness that came from the inside out.

"Since you're so outstanding, there must be someone more suitable for you than me. She must be shining like you and attract a lot of attention." Xia Jing felt that she could not continue. She lowered her head and barely managed to hold her last breath, "Maybe it's a mistake for us to know each other."

Shen Ruo Bai was still abnormally calm. She did not throw anything or do any terrifying actions.

Xia Jing raised her head and looked at him in embarrassment. She saw that he was also looking at her. There were many colors in his dark eyes. In the end, there was only helplessness.

"Xia Jing, do you know how many times a person's heart can be hurt in their lifetime?"

Xia Jing did not say anything. He suddenly asked again, "Do you know how many times I have been hurt by you?"

Her fingers were slightly curled, and she was still staring at him in a daze. Suddenly, he closed his eyes and said, "Maybe it's just as you said. It was a mistake for us to know each other." It seemed as if he had never been so tired before as he sighed twice. "Let's separate. I'm tired too." After saying that, he stood up and walked out without looking at Xia Jing.

The moment he left, Xia Jing suddenly felt that all the strength in her body had been drained. She struggled to hold onto the table, and her pretty face was in so much pain that it was slightly twisted. It turned out that her heart really hurt, and she didn't know what it meant to be heart-wrenching. But now, she finally understood.

However, she didn't understand. She was the one who asked for the breakup, and it was the answer she wanted. But why did her heart hurt so much when it really happened as she wished? It was even more painful than she had expected.

That man finally let go. He used to be so domineering. He wouldn't let any man get close to her. He wouldn't let any man have a chance to take advantage of him. He told her that she would be his forever. However, in the end, he still let go of her.

Xia Jing smiled bitterly. It turned out that the two people who loved each other could really separate. And it was even easier than she had imagined.

This time, he did not even try to keep her and just let her go.

Perhaps he was really tired. After all, she was also tired.

Xia Jing moved out of the summer villa. Actually, there was no need for her to do so, because Shen Ruo Bai had already moved away and moved back to the Shen family. The summer villa was built by him for her, so this place should be her home.

But since she had already cut off her relationship with that person, how could she continue to enjoy the things he gave her?

Moreover, every place here had her and his memories. Five years was neither too long nor too short, but it was her most beautiful age. She had given everything to him.

Lin Xiu finally woke up. Xia Jing was lying on the bed and sleeping. She did not know how long she had been awake, but this time, she slept exceptionally soundly.

She did not move an inch, and her breathing was very even. However, after sleeping for a while, he realized that she had lost a lot of weight. Her face was originally only the size of a palm, but now, there was no flesh at all. Moreover, it had become much paler and the color of blood could not be seen.

He suddenly felt his heart ache. He wanted to pat her head and ask her why she hadn't been eating and sleeping well these days. However, he didn't have any strength in his hands.

He sighed helplessly. He was satisfied. It was enough for him to see her when he woke up.

The warm sunlight shone through the window sill. The cold ward was covered with a layer of warmth. The thin young man on the bed kept looking at the person who was sleeping soundly. His clear and shallow smile was full of gentleness.