C54 Explanation

"Madness, insanity, total madness."

Unable to persuade him, Xie Yan just sat at the door and took out a cigarette to smoke decadently.

Li Nan also stood quietly at the side. There was still no news of Xia Jing in the river. After his big brother woke up, he seemed to have gone crazy. He desperately threw things and did not ask anything else. The Shen family company was such an important matter for him to deal with, but he seemed to not even know what the Shen family company was.

"Have all the people you sent to look for returned?"

Li Nan suddenly turned his head and asked Xie Yan.

Xie Yan took a deep puff of the cigarette and said lazily, "What else is there to find? They came back last night."

With their big brother's sudden change in personality, it seemed like their good days would come to an end. There was an eighty percent chance that they would return to the days when they first started following their big brother.

Although there was nothing wrong with those days, it was still not as stable as the days they had now.

In a person's life, the most important thing was to seek stability.

It seemed that only women could lead a peaceful life.

"I heard that Qiao Le Yan was sold by big brother. Is that true?"

"That old pervert from the Ji family has already brought a beauty back, do you think it's true or false?"

"It seems that we still don't know Big Bro very well." In his heart, there was only Xia Jing.

From beginning to end, Qiao Le Yan was just a tool for him to make money.

The two of them chatted with each other, completely unaware that someone was approaching them.

However, Shen Ruo Bai's movements suddenly became quiet, which surprised the two of them. They followed his gaze and were shocked. "Sister-In-Law!"

Xie Yan quickly extinguished his cigarette, and stood up awkwardly, "Sister-In-Law, you... You're not dead?"

Li Nan punched him backhanded, "What the hell are you saying?" The two of them quickly got into a fight and disappeared.

Xia Jing was stunned as she looked at the mess in the house. There was not a single piece of furniture left intact. However, she had not been back for a day and had been smashed clean by that person.

Shen Ruo Bai was still wearing the same suit as yesterday. After being drenched in the rain for a few hours, it was still a little wet, but because it was black, it was not obvious. On the other hand, the shirt inside was wrinkled, and a few buttons had also fallen off. It was really hard to see his usual appearance, and he was in a very sorry state.

He just looked at her in a daze. Xia Jing thought she hadn't slept for the whole night and her eyes were already very red. She didn't expect that Shen Ruo Bai's eyes would be redder than hers, and they were filled with blood.

She frowned slightly, not understanding what was going on. Did he do something to let her down, or did she do something to let him down?

This situation was clearly reversed.

"Xiao... Xiao Jing..." After looking at each other for a long time, Shen Ruo Bai finally spoke with a trembling voice.

His voice was very hoarse, even more hoarse than the last time she saw him in the hospital. Something seemed to be floating in her red eyes. In the past five years, Xia Jing had never seen Shen Ruo Bai cry.

He had always been so powerful that he seemed to have no weakness.

Looking at him like this, Xia Jing felt her heart tighten a little. No matter how angry she was, she could not vent it. She had originally wanted to settle the score with him, but at this moment, she could not say anything. After a long silence, she said, "I'm coming back to pack my things."

With that, she walked into the door, ignored him and went straight upstairs.

She had just walked past him when her arm was grabbed. His hand was very cold, so cold that it was frightening. There was no warmth at all. Xia Jing turned her head to look at him. At such a close distance, she realized that his face was also very pale. His cold lips were pursed very tightly. His eyes were filled with shock, hesitation, and more importantly, pain when he looked at her.

Xia Jing thought that she did not do anything to hurt him, so she could not understand why there was pain in his eyes.

He shook off her hand and almost fell to the ground. She didn't expect him to be so weak. She frowned and asked, "Shen Ruo Bai, what are you doing?"

Why did he make the family like this? Why did he make her like this?

His fingertips trembled slightly, slowly tightened and loosened, as if he was trying his best to calm down.

Xia Jing did not have much patience, so she immediately ran up the stairs. Not long after, she packed a suitcase and came down.

Shen Ruo Bai seemed to have already calmed down. At this moment, she was sitting on the sofa with her head lowered with a look of injury on her face. A person who was 1.8 meters tall was as pitiful as a child.

When Xia Jing passed by him, she paused for a moment. She opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything and just left.

"Can you please listen to my explanation?"

It was the first time his voice was filled with so much sadness, and it made Xia Jing's heart clench even tighter.

Shen Ruo Bai was such an overbearing person. She had never been like this before, never before.

"Alright, go ahead." Xia Jing was quite straightforward. She put down her luggage, turned around, and looked at him indifferently.

She did not believe that he had never heard about the rumors about him and Qiao Le Yan outside, but after such a long time, he had never explained anything to her. He had always been hiding it from her and treated her like a fool. Did he really think that she, Xia Jing, was so open-minded that she would tolerate him having other women?

She had given him so many opportunities to explain, but he had to wait until she found solid evidence before he could think of an explanation. Wasn't this ridiculous?

"In my heart, there has always been only you alone." He slowly raised his head and looked at her with a bitter smile." I thought that you had always believed in me. I thought that you had always known about my heart, but I didn't expect... "

"So, is this your explanation?" Xia Jing seemed very disappointed. She had indeed believed in him before, but what was the use of believing? People's hearts would change.

"Do you know that you're different from her? I don't even want to compare her to you." Shen Ruo Bai seemed to be a little upset. In his eyes, Qiao Le Yan was just a commodity, not worthy of being mentioned in the same breath as Xia Jing.

After all, this woman was all he had. Even an explanation was unnecessary. There was nothing worth explaining, because she was just an insignificant woman.

He just didn't expect that Xiao Jing would misunderstand him so deeply.

"Shen Ruo Bai, isn't your explanation a little too casual? Or do you think I'm such a perfunctory person?"

Shen Ruo Bai looked at her cold expression and suddenly stood up. He walked over and stood in front of her. He grabbed her hand and reached for his heart, "Do you need me to pull out my heart for you to see?"

"You!" Xia Jing wanted to pull her hand back, but he held it even tighter. "You're childish!"

"I'm serious." His expression was serious. "What do I need to do for you to believe me? Do I only have you in my heart?"

"I see that you don't really want to explain. Let go of me."