C5 Turning Pages

Alana's pov

"I never expected this from you" saying so she left the room

"Jannie stop!" He stood up from me

Wearing his pants he ran behind her. And boom the reality hit me hard

What I have done? No this is a dream, sorry nightmare! This can't be the truth. How can I give myself to the person I want divorce from? What the fuck actually happened to me?

Wearing my clothes I left the room. They were arguing downstairs. I stood there only to listen their talks

"Baby please listen to me its nothing like you are thinking-"

"Wow just wow, I just saw you having sex with a stranger and you are saying its nothing like that? Are you even serious? What you think I am a fool?" She shouted on his face

"Jannie please at least let me explain-"

"I don't want any explanations Chris, You betrayed me. You fucking betrayed me" she pushed him hard. She was again going but He held her hand

"Everyone has the right to explain Jannie please let me once, please" he pleased

He really love her

"Fine just 5 minutes" she said while he nodded

He made her sit on couch while himself sat on his knees Holding her hands

"I know what I have done is not acceptable but trust me it happened in the heat of the moment, she means nothing to me trust me" he said

"Ok for a second I am ready to believe but the main question is who she is and what is she doing here? Do you have any explanation for this?"

"Yes I have, All this is happening because of your brother"

"What... Dan?"

"Yes Dan, he was going to marry her but at the last moment he back off and I had to marry her it was all your brother's fault he is the culprit"

"You are married?" obviously she was shocked

He sighed

"Yes"

"I can't believe I will go mad! Chris let me go I can't take it anymore and also please stop lying okay you know Dan is married he has 2 kids as well how can you lie about my brother"

"I am Not lying he fucking was cheating on both. He ruined Alana's life as well he was in a relationship with her from fucking 5 years can you imagine? What pain she must be going through right now"

"So you thought to take his place?"

"Nooo! How should I explain you Jannie Jannie it was a mistake trust me I was caught by my desires and I am really guilty for it please forgive me"

"Really? Bravo Chris you know what just fuck off Never show me your face again" saying so she left the house

"Jann-"

He looked at me. Taking long long steps he came towards me

"What were you watching? All this is happening because of you" I was shocked

"What? Are you serious? Have I said you to do sex with me? how can you even blame me? I was the one to say I want to go away but no you pushed me to the wall doing everything" I burst out

"Then why you didn't stopped me you should have right?" He asked and I was quite obviously I don't have the answer

"No answer right great now get out of my way" he said going towards his room

Is he psycho or what?

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At night

I Woke up feeling thirsty. I went down towards the kitchen.

I was drinking water when suddenly two hands wrapped around my waist. I was shocked, I choked as the water was in my mouth.

"I knew you will come back" he said I tried to loosen his grip on me but it was tight

"Chris leave me"

"No I won't"

"I am not Jannie leave me Chris" I said being annoyed

"I said I am sorry please leave this anger" he said nuzzling his nose in my neck

"Chris please leave me" I finally succeed to push him away

I turned around

"I am not going to forgive you so just leave my way" I said pretending to be like Jannie. He is drunk like totally drunk.

"But at least give me a chance to make everything okay" he said

"No means no" saying so I left

He held my hand pulling me close. He is getting into my nerves now.

"I won't let you go like this"

"Chris enough is enough" I shouted

He left me instantly

"Fine okay you can go" he said and I left to my room

I lay down closing my eyes suddenly the incidents Happened today echoes in my mind.

What is happening in my life? I have no control on my life anymore. Chris he just entered in my life and now he is my husband. I don't even know him yeah I admit we use to play together in childhood but I least remember anything.

But today whatever happened between us it was unexpected I never thought I will do this! But the way I let him do everything doesn't felt wrong. Why?

I have listened marriage has a power. Nothing feels wrong with your partner it is really true? I never believed in these things because according to me if your heart is connected to someone else then you cannot be able to give any right to anyone else

But here everything is changed I was not shy when he was touching me. I wasn't stopping him why? What is going on?

Argh this is so confusing!

I closed my eyes to sleep

On the other hand

Chris was drinking one after one nonstop like an alcoholic

"Alana Alana Alana! You are so naive you have believed everything Happened till now how innocent you are. Alas I can't let you know the truth or else my plan will never be able to succeed I have to pretend everything. Its so difficult to stay away from you but I have to, its ok I will till I get what I want" he smirked drinking the last sip

Alina ❤