C6 Chapter 6

It felt like he hadn't tried it in a long time. He had never been interested in anything except loneliness. Hunger, cold, and stomachache were his senses, but tonight, that chaotic feeling made his chest hurt.

It was a feeling close to fear.

In the room, Qian Ye leaned on the bed, smoking one mouthful after another. The bed was very small, and his limbs were just right. The dark blue bed sheets and the same color quilt pillow, although the dirty color couldn't be seen, Qian Ye often washed it.

Looking up, the crack on the ceiling seemed to have lengthened. Qian Ye coughed lightly and closed his eyes.

He hadn't smoked in a long time. He had always thought that he was not addicted to cigarettes, but tonight, he found out that he needed this very badly. He thought a few would be enough, but he couldn't stop until the long, short cigarette butts in the white china plate were piled up into a small hill.

The open windows were constantly filled with the cold wind, mixed with the moisture of the rain, which might pour down in the next second.

He pinched the cigarette in the "ashtray" he had found. The purest white was stained with black ash and looked ferocious. The strong smell of smoke in the air was suffocating, just like that night.

The moment Qian Ye's body was entered, he suddenly wanted to smoke.

It was not the first time he had seen the man before he had first spoken to him.

From afar, he had seen how arrogant and conceited a man was. They would definitely not be able to tolerate anything other than what he wanted. At that time, Qian Ye was following beside another man and was considered his subordinate. Although he was just a accepted person, no one was willing to give him a second glance. Besides his agility and outstanding mind, Qian Ye was a person with nothing.

At that time, he and Jin Shizhan were just two strangers that would not know each other even if they passed by each other.

He quietly stayed in a corner, waiting for that person's orders. And Jin Shizhan, he came before him in order to snatch another person from him.

He spent the first night with his body, as if possessed, entangled in a mat of thick quilts, all around him was darkness, but touching his body could find every sensitive part, or rather, their bodies could be just fine, although he was trembling so badly, he did not know why, he thought he would not care, but he could not even grasp the quilts beneath him, but the man did not care, maybe he did not even notice, all he needed was to vent, in a place where he was bored and did not have any playfulness, to find a person to vent. It was like a program for Qian Ye, the only difference was that the person under him this time was him.

'Spreading your legs... '

That was the only sentence Jin Shizhan said to him that night. The scorching hot breath seemed to melt his skin as it moved across his body. Before he could even react, his leg was forcefully pulled apart and then the most secret part of his lower body was penetrated.

As if he was being torn apart, his teeth were trembling, clenching his teeth with all his might. Even his screams were soundless.

The whole process from lying down to being entered took less than two minutes. Then came endless pain.

His legs were drawn to an unnatural angle and his body no longer felt like his own. It was as if he was about to be penetrated. The excessive rubbing on his back was about to burn.

No, only sex, no love.

There was no kissing, no caressing, no comfort at the most painful time. Qian Ye knew that all of this was real.

It was his choice, wasn't it?

The sound of flesh hitting flesh was getting farther and farther away, the feeling of slick liquid gradually numbing, the surroundings gradually becoming quiet. He searched for the sound of his own breathing in the darkness, wanting to know if he was still alive. Until he heard someone say to him in a blur, 'You're OK.

The scene before his eyes was sour. When his body was poured into the boiling hot liquid, announcing the end of the sexual affair, his body seemed to have been fished out of the water. When the man withdrew, more hot liquid flowed out from his lower body.

Qian Ye laughed.

The man's cold laughter rang in his ears at the same time as he left without a single care in the world. The lustful aura had yet to dissipate before the frantic temperature instantly cooled down.

That night, Qian Ye lay on the man's semen and his own blood, constantly saying to himself: Qian Ye, you're nothing more than this …

In fact, it was the easiest thing to do.

The burning heat came from his fingers. Qian Ye frowned and subconsciously let go of the smoke. The smoke fell onto the bed and he quickly picked it up and put it on the plate. However, he still left a burnt mark on the bed sheet.

After staring blankly for a while, Qian Ye pursed his lips and finally revealed a self-deprecating smile. He took the porcelain plate and put it aside. Then, he got down from the bed barefooted and felt the coldness on the floor. He wanted to replace the burnt sheets, but hesitated for a moment before giving up.

The room was filled with the smell of smoke. He did not like it, and since he was the one who started it, he had no choice but to walk to the window to take a breath of fresh air.

Qian Ye stood quietly at the window for a long time. When the first drop of rain hit the glass, Qian Ye came back to his senses. Following that, more drops fell from the sky and the rain came at once.

After standing for a while, Qian Ye closed the window and closed the curtain. The room became quiet, and the old wooden corridor emitted a sound of being squeezed. Qian Ye was stunned for a moment before he walked towards the door.

Downstairs, it was dark inside the store. The light from the street lamps outside the door became hazy due to the rain. Qian Ye stood on the spot for a while. A car drove past outside and the light reflected a white light on his glasses.

On a bench near the door, a tall figure was sitting there like a statue. A pair of eyes in the darkness seemed to be able to see through everything as it looked straight at Qian Ye. If it was an ordinary person, they would probably scream! But Qian Ye, he used his middle finger to push his glasses and looked away.

No one could guess why this man was here, because there was basically nothing he couldn't do if he wanted to.

"It's closed."

It would be great if he could send that person away with just three words, but it was a pity that everyone knew it was impossible.

The figure laughed a couple of times. The low laughter was reminiscent of the trembling of the chest and the slightly raised lips. The man had his arms crossed in front of his chest, while his long coat was carelessly unbuttoned. His white shirt seemed vague in the darkness, and he was sexy from head to toe. However, Qian Ye would not be confused, because he knew that it was a wolf wearing human skin in front of him.

"Not even me?" The light outside suddenly flashed. Jin Shizhan's face was exposed under the light with a hint of playfulness.

Qian Ye didn't see it.

"Throw the rest of the bread into the trash. If you want it, pick it up yourself." Except that he kept some for tomorrow's rations.

Jin Shizhan sighed, "Your temper has really gotten a lot worse than before!"

What Qian Ye said sounded like a joke, but he wasn't joking. He was only speaking the truth. He could joke with anyone, but he definitely wouldn't joke with Jin Shizhan.

"What are you doing?"

There was no need to say more than necessary. Qian Ye couldn't wait for the man in front of him to disappear. He hated Jin Shizhan's probing gaze, as if he wanted to dig out many secrets from his body. Although he no longer had anything, he was afraid that others would not know that he no longer had any value.

Jin Shizhan let go of his hands and stood up from the chair. His tall body added a formless pressure to the small area. He walked up and looked Qian Ye in the eye. There was a counter between the two of them, which was just right.

"Did you think of me just now?" Jin Shizhan asked. He leaned over Qian Ye and observed every expression on his face. Some people could see it better than others in the dark. Jin Shizhan was one of them.

He smelled the smoke on Qian Ye's body, which made him a little excited. Smoking sometimes reveals one's emotions.

"Hmm? Are you thinking about me, just now — "A low voice, like temptation, might have been confused if it were a woman or someone else.

But Qian Ye just raised his head and looked coldly at Jin Shizhan. In the darkness, he could still see the smile that he loathed. After sneering in his heart, Qian Ye raised the corner of his mouth and asked in a voice even lower than usual, "What about you? Did you think of me? "

Jin Shizhan was surprised for a moment, but he quickly calmed himself down and followed Qian Ye's words: "Yes, I've been thinking about you ever since I saw you —" That was also true, but Jin Shizhan was the only one who knew the deeper meaning.

Disgusting! Qian Ye pushed his glasses up, making Jin Shizhan wince.

"You spent most of your time wondering what my name was?"

The moment he said that, Jin Shizhan had the urge to laugh because Qian Ye was right. It had indeed taken him a while to remember the name of the man in front of him. He even thought that Qian Ye should be glad because he never remembered the name of the bed mate. Qian Ye, it should be counted as …

"You were much less talk-" Jin Shizhan looked at Qian Ye for another purpose.

"At that time, your bullsh * t was much less than it is now!" Qian Ye replied coldly. He turned around and got ready to go upstairs.

Jin Shizhan suddenly asked, "Why did you go to bed with me at that time?"

Jin Shizhan stopped on the first step and continued, "Don't tell me it's Nie Fengyu's order. You volunteered to go to bed with me. What do you think?"

Lowering his head, Qian Ye thought for a few seconds. "Is there any point in asking these questions now?" Did he come just to ask that?

"What if I said I only came to ask that?"

"Are you that bored?" Qian Ye frowned and turned his head to look at Jin Shizhan. The latter smiled.

"And if I'm that bored?"

No, you're not bored. He, who was wasting his time with this guy in the middle of the night, was the most bored. Qian Ye was exhausted due to the boring topic he was discussing.

"What if —" He imitated Jin Shizhan's tone and said sarcastically with a bit of a teasing tone, "What if I just want to do it?"

Jin Shizhan frowned, then quickly let go of her without leaving any trace.

Qian Ye continued, "Men have desires. I just want someone to do it for me. As long as there's that thing, it doesn't matter to anyone."

With a single sentence, he had reduced Jin Shizhan to a worthless person, and at the same time, he had also turned Qian Ye into a debauchee. But he didn't care.

"Are you joking?" His voice was full of danger. Jin Shizhan had the urge to pinch Qian Ye's neck. He had endured for a long time. From the beginning to now, he only wanted to see Qian Ye's true face.

That cold face, that man who was so quiet that it seemed like he was not breathing, seemed to have a voice telling him that it shouldn't be this way!

"Hng hng!" Qian Ye laughed and asked, "Do you think I'm joking?" It was a very lousy laugh.

However, he was really joking. The pain of being torn apart, the screams of being forcefully swallowed, and the sex that didn't even have an erection, how could it be explained with a "I want to do it"? However, Jin Shizhan didn't know that during their time together, there was only one person venting, and that person getting pleasure from another person's pain.

No one said anything. In the dark, the two looked at each other. They were both lying, but their eyes were calm and unperturbed. Something was brewing between them.

He thought Jin Shizhan would leave in anger, but Qian Ye was wrong. Jin Shizhan didn't leave but walked into the counter. His approach made Qian Ye instinctively want to retreat, but he found himself still standing on the stairs. His arm was grabbed and pulled into a warm embrace.

Qian Ye frowned. When his waist was wrapped around, his body subconsciously stiffened. He then looked up and saw Jin Shizhan's face with an unfathomable smile.

"What if I want to do it now?" While asking, Jin Shizhan's hand had already started to stroke Qian Ye's waist. His slim waist could easily arouse the desire of others.

Qian Ye turned his head away and didn't struggle. Jin Shizhan lowered his head and wanted to kiss him, but he dodged the kiss.

"Hmm?" Jin Shizhan asked.

Qian Ye turned his head and pushed his glasses.

"Alright …"