C1 The Deal

"You were the shadow to my light

Did you feel us

Another start

You fade away

Afraid our aim is out of sight

Wanna see us

Alive

Where are you now? " Faded(Alan W

Tomorrow is the day that I feared most. In a word I'm terrified by this day. Yes, Sunday is the day which I hated most. It's the day when school starts. And I hate school. Specially being the helpless girl in everyone's eyes who's boyfriend has dumped her on her birthday. Yes, that happened.

My name is Mary Nance. I'm the girl who is really simple and want to lead a simple life as possible. I really didn't want to fell in love untill I met Cole Adams. Cole Adams, one of the most popular bad boys whom I loved. But all he did is play with me. He went on a date with me just because of a dare. And when I refused to give him what he wanted he cheated me with none other than my best friend Anny Rennes . Life is pretty unbelievable right!

But I don't hate them. Hate is really a strong word. And I don't hate anyone. But yes I'm hurt by them. I don't blame Anny for breaking my trust. If it's not Anny he would have done it with some other girl. But he chose Anny only to take my last support away from me. To break me so hard so that I can't have the courage to glue the pieces. My heart is broken. It's broken too much that I can't even find the pieces. And being in the centre of everyone's attention for so long I hated high school.

How many days has passed since Cole dumped me? Three weeks right! I can't even breathed properly on that three weeks. Everytime I wondered what did I do wrong?? To deserve something like this from my best friend & the love of my life.

I was looking through the mirror and thinking how much I've changed. I used to laugh a lot. To joke about everything. And now I've become quite. I don't want attention in my life. I hated attention. My dream is simple. To get good grades and get in Harvard. But falling in love made me weak. I don't wanna show anyone I'm weak. That night when Cole cheated me I promised myself that I won't ever show anyone I'm weak.

"Mary, are you ready?"

"Yes, I'm coming. "

That's my brother Ray Nance. He is also one of the most popular bad boys of our school. He breaks girl's heart left to right. I've seen many girl walking away from our house crying. That makes my blood boil. But when he heard about Cole he really wanted to go to beat him that time. I stopped him. Because I know a few bruises won't hurt him. I want to break him like the way he broke me. I want him to feel pain. What do they get by breaking girl's heart? Every boys are just like that. They think that girls are just a thing that they can play with. They are a doll with no emotions. They can break it anytime they want. But I won't become the doll. They'll become the doll whom I'm gonna break.

When I got outside my brother was ready with his BMW. My parents are well off. They've good money. But they don't give me a car like him. I'm jealous with the car. My brother looked at me with sympathy. The thing that I hated most. SYMPATHY.

" Are you sure you're okay?? "

" Yes, I'm Ray. What made you think that I'm not okay? "

" Your dress."

" What? "

"You're wearing the same dress for three days. "

I looked at me. He is right. I don't think about my outfit. I don't really put effort on outfits. I didn't even put attention on my outfit. Maybe it's because I'm going to Serena's. Or maybe I'm just too tired to do anything. I was gonna reply to him but then I saw Lake arguing with a girl. Lake Hance is also a badboy of our school whom I always hated. He is the one whom you can't stop stare. But I hated him. He is the one who had broke many girl's heart.

" How could you do this, Lake? How could you? "

" Janice, what're you doing here? "

" You cheated me with my best friend and now asking me what am I doing here? "

" Ow! Come on. It's not a big deal, Janice.

Stop making it too big. "

I was angry. In fact I was fuming. How can he say it's not a big deal. He cheated her.

"Lake , I loved you. And you broke my trust. I'll never forgive you. "

" Yeah, whatever. I don't care. "

Janice's eye showed how much heartbroken she was. She left from there crying. I think my blood is boiling like insane. So I did the only thing that came in my mind. I screamed at him.

" What?"

" AT LEAST YOU COULD HAVE BREAK UP WITH HER BEFORE MAKING OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE , IDIOT!!"

" I was bored. And stay away from my matter , Nance. It's not right to poke your nose into someone's matter"

Seriously?? Did he said he was bored? That's what all boys do. Break someone and act like nothing happened. Before I could say anything he left from there.

My brother looked at me with concern.

" Are you okay, Mary?

" Yes, I am. Let's go. "

" Don't be angry. Just because you're too naive to break someone's heart. You don't need to scream on someone else. "

" I - CAN- BE - A - HEARTBREAKER!!!!!"

"FIRST STOP SCREAMING. AND SECOND Prove it. "

I calmed myself. I don't know why I was screaming like that. And I don't know what made me say my next words. Maybe it's because the whole cheating thing made me remind my breakup. But I said it.

" Let's make a deal "

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