C157 She is a menace in her own right
In the past, she had been willing to wait, willing to slowly melt the ice in his heart. However, after so many unforeseen events, she no longer had the time or energy to wait for him to voluntarily open his heart to her.
She also had so many burdens that she had to bear.
Perhaps, her current self had already become a little distorted under the oppression of those burdens. However