C29 He Doesn't Love You at All

Lu Qingzhou was very surprised. In her mind, she imagined Haiyan saying that Feng Ziyan might have a bald head and a big belly. She felt that it was a little funny. If Feng Ziyan really became like this after a few years, she did not know how he would feel. She remembered that Feng Ziyan did not really care about anything since he was young, but he valued his face and body a lot.

Lu Qingzhou was still in a trance when the car suddenly stopped. She looked at Haiyan and then at the front.

"Why are you still sitting there? Get out of the car."

Lu Qingzhou said in a daze, "What?"

"Forget it. I'll go and buy some birth control medicine. You wait in the car."

Lu Qingzhou did not have time to stop her and watched her get out of the car. Lu Qingzhou blankly looked in the direction that she disappeared in. Haiyan misunderstood her deeply but her heart felt warm.

After a while, Haiyan got into the car and gave her a large pile of contraceptives, including the male and female condoms. Lu Qingzhou looked at the many boxes in her arms that were packaged differently and did not know what to say.

"You don't have to thank me. I like to help others and I hate idiots like you. You don't even know how to cherish and protect yourself. We're all women. You don't have to be afraid with me around in the future."

Lu Qingzhou used her thumb to gently touch the box. After a long time, she finally said, "We have never slept together."

The car swayed a little and Haiyan narrowly avoided the incoming car. She asked, "What did you say? I didn't hear you clearly just now."

"I said I never slept with him, I'm still a virgin"

The wheels made an ear-piercing sound when they came into contact with the ground. The cigarette in Haiyan's mouth fell down, and it was unknown where it fell.

"It can't be. I thought you were stupid enough. There is actually someone even more stupid than you in this world. He actually hasn't slept with you until now? You have a good figure and a good face. How come you haven't slept with him after being kept by someone for so many years?"

Lu Qingzhou put the pill Haiyan bought into her bag. This was Haiyan's good intentions, although she hoped that these things would not be used. If Feng Ziyan was willing to let her have a child, it would definitely be the happiest thing in her life. Even if one day he left her, if she had his child, Then she would be very satisfied when she saw a child with his bloodline in the future.

"Maybe he hates me."

Her nails were about to enter her flesh, as if this was the only way to make her feel her own existence. Only this kind of real pain could transfer the pain that she had buried in her heart for so many years.

"It can't be, right? He hates you and still leaves you by his side. What kind of logic is this? Did he give you living expenses? "

" Yes. "

Lu Qingzhou nodded.

"How much did he give you?"

"Thirty thousand a year."

"He lives in such an expensive mansion, but he only gives you thirty thousand a year for living expenses. He's too stingy."

Haiyan was a little frustrated. Lu Qingzhou was shocked because she thought thirty thousand yuan was already a lot.

"People who don't buy vegetables and don't live really don't know how to live. You have been cheated. No wonder you came out to work at such a young age. Even if it's a rich man raising a dog, he doesn't just spend that much money every year."

Lu Qingzhou's hand gently touched the thermos. The car was a little bumpy, and the sugar water in the cup rippled.

"I didn't want to ask him for money."

Haiyan took out another cigarette and put it into her mouth. Lu Qingzhou felt that Haiyan was very disdainful of what she said.

"If you don't ask him for money, then why are you wasting your life with him? Don't tell me you are doing this for love. Love is really just used to trick little girls like you. It's the most worthless thing in the world, do you understand? If a man uses love to avoid giving you money, it means that he doesn't love you at all."

Lu Qingzhou picked up the thermos and lightly sipped the red sugar water inside. In front of them was a long but empty road. There were a few speed plates on the road. Feng Ziyan didn't love her in the first place. Therefore, it was already very good that he could give her living expenses.