C95 Not soft-heartedness but compassion

"As a father, Yan Zhenguo didn't fulfill his responsibilities and responsibilities as a father, and never truly treated me as his daughter. What he has done to me is psychological devastation. I have always thought that fatherly love would be the deepest and greatest kind of love in the world, but this love did not come true for me. "

"I hate him and I've also hated him before