C2117 Why Not Tell Me

In front of outsiders, he was always gentle and calm. Unknowingly, this had already become his mask.

"Actually, at the same time that I am deceiving others, I am also deceiving myself. After so long, my emotions and feelings have been concealed for so long that even I am unable to tell if they are real or fake. "

"Changge, everything in this life is within my control, but you are the only one