C135 Muzepin
Lin Lai wanted to help Mu Zeyu, but Mu Zeyu rejected him and left.
Mu Zeyu thought back to his past, where he especially wished for others to help him. However, the only response he got was mockery and the beating and cursing of the eunuchs.
Thus, he was already beginning to not accept the benefits from others. He felt like he was slowly digesting all the negative emotions by himself