C28 You want to die but you can't and you can't live

After the conversation, Yumo spoke very little except to take care of me, and when I got home from the hospital, he excused himself from the office for never coming back, and I didn't call him because of my pride.

In such a large house, I was the only one left to eat and sleep, staring blankly at a certain place for a long time. Occasionally