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From start to end, Mu Rong Chun had been silently looking at this young man who spoke in an impassioned manner. When he heard the last sentence that sounded like a lament, he was actually shaken. He was always praised by others as being gifted with intelligence, but every time he encountered this pale and thin youth, he always seemed to be wrong.
"I know you are six years old and you know how to pacify the families of the common people. Now, you want to see the poor and suffering of the poor and you want to be like those common people and capture their savior? You think this is good for the people, but do you think you still know your subjects today? "
Seeing Mu Rong Chun's expression soften, Lu Zi Nuo became even more determined and continued his attack. Mu Rong Chun clenched his teeth slightly, his expression hesitating. In the end, he opened his eyes and the look in his eyes returned to the original clarity of his eyes. (TL: UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU))
"You can go."
He had no choice but to admit that he was persuaded by this thin youth to the point that he even doubted his original intentions. If those questions were placed on someone else, they would definitely be treated as preposterous, yet they were able to move him, making him choose to give in in in the end.
When Lu Zi Nuo returned home, before the water that Di Xian handed over even reached the entrance, he saw Liu Zhen Yang hurrying into his small courtyard. His face was slightly pale, and beads of perspiration could be seen on his forehead.
Seeing Liu Zhen Yang's anxious look, Lu Zi Nuo's heart warmed, and he quickly comforted him: "I'm fine, aren't I?"
Liu Zhen Yang looked up and down at Lu Zi Nuo, and only after realizing that she was not injured, was he able to calm down, and pointed at her forehead, "Brat, you are really a troublemaker, did you really write that book? "Why are you so daring? Why are you so careless?"
Just as he was speaking, the courtyard door was pushed open with force, and it was actually Mu Rong Yuan who had an angry look on his face. Lu Zi Nuo had never seen him angry before, so he asked with a smile: "What's wrong with you, who can make you angry like this?"
"Who else but you!" Mu Rong Yuan dragged Lu Zi Nuo and entered the house in the backyard.
"Aren't you afraid that your identity will be exposed? If you are known to be attacked by a woman, you will be executed and your sisters will be implicated. " Mu Rong Yuan's question sobered Lu Zi Nuo up. That's right, she hadn't thought about this problem at all. If the one in charge was not Mu Rong Chun, and if he was really being tortured, then her identity …
Seeing Lu Zi Nuo's instantaneously pale face, Mu Rong Yuan's tone of voice softened a little. "Zino, you should be cautious with your words, you should know not to act with such arrogance."
But so what if she was a woman? Why should she be put to death just because she was commenting on politics? Lu Zi Nuo was furious in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.
Mu Rong Yuan originally wanted to reprimand him a few more times, but he saw the shadow of the door behind him, he hurried over, and did not see anything. He then closed the door and stopped scolding.
"It's better if you prepare well for the exam at home. This way, everyone will be more at ease."
"I really don't think there's anything I can do about it."
"If you don't do it, how will you know what you can do and to what extent? It is not your character to run away. " Mu Rong Yuan, who had always been warm like jade, was anxious and agitated today.
"You've always been fighting against the identity that someone else forced upon you, and because that's not what you want, you've resisted. But have you ever thought about what you can do, what you can do? You only think about your inability and unwillingness, but you never think about what you can do or what kind of person you can become. You are not only carrying the hopes of your family and A Chun, you represent the many commoners that have come from the bottom levels, shouldn't you speak up for them? Could a little trick like writing a book save lives? Can we overhaul the government? "If that's the case, then you might as well continue being a popinjay, and be slow."
With that, Mu Rong Yuan turned and left.
Lu Zi Nuo stood where he was, his eyes red and unwilling to cry. What Mu Rong Yuan had said was too right, she had nothing to refute.
Actually, the reason why she appreciated Mu Rong Yuan was because they shared a similar situation, which was that their positions were out of place. However, Mu Rong Yuan had never complained about it before. Instead, he had striven even harder to make himself the person he wanted to be. He possessed both martial and civil skills, and became famous at just a young age, becoming the youngest marshal of the Dacheng.
On the other hand, this was the first time Lu Zi Nuo hated him this much.
After an unknown period of time, the door to the room was gently pushed open. Liu Zhen Yang walked in and passed a jug of wine over: "If you want to see a wider world, if you want to reach a higher realm, then go ahead. Don't hesitate because of anything else, and don't complain because of anything else."
Lu Zi Nuo was startled, but he understood in his heart that he had heard her conversation with Mu Rong Yuan, and knew that he was a woman.
"What the His Royal Highness King Yong said is right, you represent the lowest of the commoners. "The current Dacheng still places great importance on our family. Most of the people that can enter the nativology are officials and soldiers, so it would be hard for them to say how much pain and suffering the citizens are going through."
"But even if I did, how many people would listen? That's why I wrote those words." Lu Zi Nuo said softly.
"I know. Forget it, let's not talk about this. Tell me what kind of person you want to be?" Liu Zhen Yang raised his head and took a sip of the wine in his hands.
Lu Zi Nuo could not help but laugh, he had actually been asked the same question by two people today.
She faced the moonlight, slightly squinting her eyes. There was a hint of a smile in her eyes, as if she was facing the moonlight today, but also seemed to be reminiscing about the past.
"Me?" Lu Zi Nuo looked at Liu Zhen Yang, under the gentle moonlight, his figure seemed to be a little blurry, she could only feel him smiling and listening carefully.
"I used to think that as long as I lived my life, I would be fine. I would not think about what I was going to do in the future. But later, I met someone who told me, "Lu Zi Nuo imitated Mu Rong Yuan's tone and spoke with gentleness and gentleness but also somewhat doted on him a little. He didn't seem to be the same as what he had learned, but in the end, he smiled and said:" You're only thinking of your inability and unwillingness, and never thought of anything that you can do. "
"That's why I was reflecting on it earlier. I don't want to become a rich person at all." Lu Zi Nuo continued speaking, and simply did not notice the eyes of the silent Liu Zhen Yang lit up when he heard these words.
"But I'm also not willing to live a life without doing anything."
"I don't want my life to be full of hype, but to be able to live with a little value and do something meaningful for others."
Actually, there was another thought in his heart: "Women can also do something! This is an opportunity that countless women do not have. If you are going to squander it, then the heavens will not allow it. "
That day, when she heard Lu Zi Qian's words, Lu Zi Nuo had not been moved in the slightest, but after everything that had happened, she rejoiced over her male identity.
"Actually, you shouldn't care who Lu Zi Nuo is, whether he is a man or a woman isn't important. What's important is what kind of Lu Zi Nuo you can become."
With these words, Lu Zi Nuo's mind became even clearer …