C307 Bad endings

I did it. Today, I have finally realized my childhood dream, but I have paid more. I don't know if what I've lost is worth it, but I know that I'm not happy right now. I've got what I've been looking forward to for a long time, and I'm depressed every day. So, what I have now is not what I love the most, nor what I need the most.

By now, I don't think I have a way back