C4 I Was Scolded Again

She wanted to walk out of her own life. If she died once, what was there to be afraid of, this time, she definitely would not allow Shenzhanglin to die because she did not have the money to buy medicine again, she would definitely work hard to earn money, even if Shenzhanglin was bitten by a tiger, she would definitely save him.

Thinking about that, she suddenly realized that in her previous life, he only knew that Shenzhanglin died from the bite of a tiger. She did not know anything about the process, who he was with, how he met that bug.

In her previous life, her mother had always praised her for her ingenuity, but in reality, other than being a good worker, she was a complete fool in terms of relationships and calculating people's hearts.

All of this was because of her stupidity. In her previous life, the cause of her tragedy was her stupidity, and she foolishly believed that everyone in this world was the same as her. The foolish her would have never thought that the world would always be filled with the law of the jungle!

But how was she going to change? She was just an ordinary woman who was even a little foolish. She didn't know anything. The suffering she had experienced in her previous life had taught her a lesson. As for the other skills, she still hadn't learned any of them.

Thinking of this, Xiawanqing started to sob. What should she do? What on earth was she supposed to do? She wanted to live well, but there was nothing she could do. Right now, she was truly at a loss. Memories from her previous life kept going through her mind, and the feeling of drowning still lingered in her heart.

"What are you crying for? What are you humming about there? "You are such a delicious ghost, yet you are so greedy that you fell to the ground. You still have the face to cry!"

A feeling of pain came from her ankle. Originally, it was Taoshi who had fiercely pinched her, causing her to retract her leg from the pain.

Taoshi was such a person and she had never cared about her tears before. Ever since she was young, Xiawanqing had known that no matter how she cried, it would be useless, so she did not dare cry. But at such a young age, she was simply unable to stop the tears in her heart. Every time she couldn't stop herself from crying softly, she would always be able to get a beating from the Taoshi.

The Xia family wasn't really rich, they only had three bedrooms, one for grandfather and brother, one for father and mother, and one for Taoshi who brought her to sleep with their little sister.

When she slept at night as a child, she did not dare move her feet even a little. If the wind blew, Taoshi would not say a word and would immediately pinch towards her.

Sometimes, when she was already asleep, when she inadvertently turned over at night, or kicked, Taoshi's strong hands would pinch towards her. Without caring about whether it was white or green, there were several times the pain woke her up from her dream!

Those embarrassing memories, she could still remember them now. That feeling of trepidation instantly returned to her body. She suddenly wanted to have a lot of money, wanted to have her own room. This way, she could roll around however she wanted and wouldn't get scolded or criticized just because she moved!

Because of those chaotic memories, Xiawanqing only fell asleep in the middle of the night. Not long after falling asleep, he woke up again!

She thought that she was now an adult and could control her sleep to stay still, but unexpectedly, her body was still as uncontrollable as a child's. She flipped around in the middle of the night, taking some of the blanket away.

When she woke up, Xiawanqing was completely confused and tears were flowing out of the corners of her eyes. At first, she didn't understand why Taoshi would hit her again, but she only reacted after a long time!

She must have developed her submissive personality at this time. Although she was a bit angry when she woke up in the middle of the night, she had no reason to say anything now. Fine, it was her fault that she took the blanket with her when she went to bed at night. However, in the future, she would never admit to something that she shouldn't!

She wanted to wake up early in the morning, but she didn't sleep well last night. By the time she woke up, it was already morning. She had to get up quickly and cook. Otherwise, when the drunk Guanfu woke up, if the food was not ready, he would definitely hit her again.

But when she walked towards the backyard, she found that smoke was already rising from the kitchen. She walked over to take a look, Taoshi was already there cooking.

Xiawanqing breathed heavily. She was scared to death, she thought that she would be beaten up again, but she forgot, she was that 10 year old little girl again.

"It's still early in the morning, what are you up for?" If you are sick, it's fine if you die from illness, but if you don't die from sickness, there's no money in the family to buy medicine for you! " Taoshi's tone was very harsh. It was as if she had eaten gunpowder early in the morning, and her daily life had always been so noisy like this. Xiawanqing had always refused to recall such a life, but who would have known that the heavens would actually let her return to such a day?

Why not let her go straight back to fifteen? Why did he want her to chew on the unhappy days of her childhood over and over again? Xiawanqing did not understand, but she was willing to accept everything that the heavens had given her. She knew that there was nothing she could do, not to mention, only those who had died before would understand that living was a type of great fortune!

"Grandma, I just want to help you!" Xiawanqing said softly, but she also ensured that her voice could be heard by her.

In the past, when she was scolded, she would not make a sound, or refute him meaninglessly. The result of doing so would either be that the Taoshi would give up, or anger her even more.

Of course, under normal circumstances, Xiawanqing wouldn't dare to make a sound. Being scolded so ruthlessly, she could only retort.

But in reality, even though she knew that the Taoshi was biased, it wasn't like she didn't love her at all. At least, the reason she was scolding her right now was because she didn't want her to get sick. Whether it was because she was truly unwilling to part with the medicine or something like that, Xiawanqing would just treat it as being concerned about her. At the very least, she felt that she could still enjoy life a little if it was like this.

"Help me?" Taoshi started cooking at the stove, put down the wood clamping pliers, walked to the pot and poured a bowl of prepared white rice into the pot, then said: "You bunch of wrongdoings, I don't dare let you help me, all you have to do is save me some snacks, I'll thank the heavens and thank the heavens for Xie Puti."

Taoshi's words made her feel depressed. She raised her head and looked at the sky. It was a bit gray and the color was even darker than the mud in the fields. It was just like her indescribable mood right now.

"What are you doing here?" Go back and put your clothes on! " Seeing that the Xiawanqing did not move, the Taoshi scolded again. The Xiawanqing was shocked and quickly ran into the house.

After putting on his clothes, Xiawanqing ran over to the kitchen to help Taoshi light the fire. He thought that Taoshi would be happier this way, but who knew that Taoshi would say this again: "What the hell are you doing today? I usually ask you to do a small thing for me, but you always shove me aside. Why didn't you wash your face and rinse your mouth today before coming to light a fire for me? Was he possessed? Do you want me to call the Wudaopo from the neighboring village over for you to take a look tomorrow? "

This would indeed cause Xiawanqing to feel embarrassed, but compared to the curses from Gaozhan in his previous life, it was nothing. Furthermore, Taoshi did this for his own good.

Therefore, she bashfully smiled and said, "Grandmother, I'm afraid that my hands will be dirty after I start the fire, so I first start a fire, then go wash my face and rinse my mouth."

"Hmph." Taoshi looked at her and snorted. She was still unwilling to believe Xiawanqing's sincerity, so she said: "You aren't here to steal food, right? Let me tell you, breakfast is just a bowl of porridge, no more and no less.

"Grandma, I saw that you had a hard day, and I really wanted to help you." The Xiawanqing said to the Taoshi seriously.

No matter how Taoshi treated her in the past, at least she was brought along when she was young. Although he often beat her up, he still gave her a life without worries. The most important thing was that in her previous life, after returning to her parents' home, although Taoshi still scolded her, he still spoke on her behalf.

Most importantly, when she was about to be sold to the Gaozhan, only the Taoshi spoke out against it. It was a pity that the Taoshi at that time was no longer a woman with economic power. She was already old, and saying a few words at home was no longer as important as it was before.

And now that Xiawanqing thought about it, Taoshi was biased and often hit her, but she said that she wanted to protect her, and it was just this sentence that caused Xiawanqing to gain confidence in Taoshi. Taoshi was not such a violent woman in the first place, but she had less complaints about her life later on.

That's right, she had three children with her, but she still had to do so many things. She had to take care of the children in the fields, in the fields, when she returned home, she had to cook, especially in Xiahongzheng. Like the father in Xiawanqing, he was a little lazy.

Taoshi was a hardworking woman, and when she saw that the house was dirty and there was no hoe on the ground, she became extremely anxious, calling him Xiahongzheng, who was also a slow-moving woman, had no choice but to carry her hoe and go to work.

After she came back, perhaps her brothers and sisters would cause trouble for her, making her extremely annoyed. The grandchildren of the two dragon and phoenix births she loved were naturally reluctant to fight, so that fist always landed on her body.