C10

After getting off the building, Xu Yun headed straight for the auditorium, where Li Xiaoying should be waiting for her.

The auditorium of the village high school was used for the teachers and students of the entire school. There were many rows and rows of chairs there. During the lunch break, Xu Yun and Li Xiaoying would often come here.

She remembered, back then, telling Li Xiaoying that she wanted to be a stewardess and fly in the sky every day, and that her uniform was beautiful and boisterous.

Li Xiaoying said that she just wanted to have a home, a complete home.

Faint memories, slowly blown away by the cold wind …

Xu Yun looked at Li Xiaoying, who was sitting blankly on the bench, and suddenly felt conflicted. Should she change Li Xiaoying's future?

In her memory, Li Xiaoying went out to work after graduation. After four years of gambling, she went back to X County to get married. The man's name was Jiang Gang, and he was a very hardworking and smart man.

"Xu Yun, what are you daydreaming for?" Li Xiaoying was surprised to see Xu Yun with a pile of books, but she stood by the door and did not come in.

She felt that Xu Yun had changed ever since she saw her this morning. Although her eyes were still the same, and her face was the same, she looked a little different.

Li Xiaoying couldn't tell if it was the same or not. It was probably because Xu Yun spoke very little today. Furthermore, during self-study, she was actually stuffing her head into her book.

"Oh, no, I'm here." Xu Yun smiled and quickly walked over.

"Why did you bring all the books?" Li Xiaoying took the books in her arms in surprise. She flipped through them in boredom and asked, "You can't be thinking of reading here, right? Xu Yun, you're a bit different today. "

"Dong!" Xu Yun's heart skipped a beat. It was as if she had done something bad and was being caught red-handed. Somehow, she felt a little nervous.

"Oh, how am I different?"

"Just like a different person." Li Xiaoying put the book aside and looked at Xu Yun seriously.

Xu Yun chuckled dryly. "Really?"

"Mm, usually when you hate self-study the most, do you not find others to gossip and hand over notes? He also said that those who do not wish to learn must remain quiet and not affect those who wish to learn. " Li Xiaoying suddenly put on an act, imitating how Xu Yun lectured with a stern face.

Three black lines appeared on Xu Yun's forehead, she was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to say.

In the past, she had always been a generous person. Although she was born with a babyish face, when she put on the airs of a Disciplinary Committee member, she really did look a little like her mother Miao Shufeng in class.

Youth was truly a matter of never coming back, and studying depended entirely on one's self-awareness. Furthermore, she had lived until 2015 before finally experiencing such a violent feeling, but the fact that she had achieved such an outstanding result did not mean anything.

When a person was alive, the most important thing was the state of mind!

With a better attitude, as long as he persisted in doing one thing, he would definitely be able to reach the other side of life.

Just like now, she was going to live again. She told herself that she must go abroad to study at the ESMOD Paris Fashion Academy. That was her dream, and in order to achieve that dream, she had to study hard.

"Isn't this the end of term exam? When I was self-studying, I entered the selfless state, so I didn't pay attention to it." Xu Yun smiled and opened her textbook as she reached for a pen.

Seeing that she really intended to read in the auditorium, Li Xiaoying didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She grabbed the pen in her hand and said, "I know you love studying, but don't work so hard, can't we talk properly at noon?"

Xu Yun helplessly spread her hands and told the truth, "It's been a long time since I last read a book. I don't want to watch it now. I'll definitely be countdown to the final exam."

Li Xiaoying thought Xu Yun was joking. She held her stomach and laughed. "I still haven't graduated from primary school. I hate it. To be honest, I've been thinking this morning, is there really no future for me and Faan Ruchun?"

In her youth, the girl's heart was like a cloud in the horizon. Sometimes it was like cotton candy, and sometimes it would be overcast.

Xu Yun didn't mind and took another pen. "No," she said flatly.

Li Xiaoying knew that Xu Yun had a strong personality and she couldn't allow herself to fail the exam because she was afraid that others would say that her parents were both teachers, but her daughter wasn't qualified to study, so she didn't make things difficult for Xu Yun.

"Is it because his family is too good that I am unworthy?"

That was a cliché. Xu Yun sighed in her heart. Li Xiaoying, due to her family, was born with a sense of inferiority. Even if she were extremely beautiful and was known as the school beauty, she still wouldn't be able to build up her self-confidence.

Thus, the environment, the family, and the material conditions could create and destroy a person.

"No, he doesn't love you enough."

Li Xiaoying gasped, her face instantly flushed red as she glared at Xu Yun.

"Xu Yun, what did you say just now?"

"Ah!" Xu Yun raised her head from her book and realized with a start that she had actually said 'love'.

F * ck me!

Li Xiaoying herself was only one year old, but she was also only fifteen. Normally, she would at most say that she likes you or something, but to say the word "love" at that time of year, for someone of her age, that word "love" was way too effective.

Xu Yun, who was sweating profusely, quickly changed her words: "Cough cough, I mean, Faan Ruchun doesn't like you enough."

Li Xiaoying bit her lower lip and meekly fell to the side. "I know. I was the one who chased him first. Everyone said that the women chased the men first and the men accepted them passively, so they didn't like each other very much."

Xu Yun heaved a sigh of relief and split her attention to accompany Li Xiaoying.

That's almost a year ago. Normally, during the summer vacation, he wouldn't take the initiative to ask you out to play, but rather you, he only came out because you kept asking me to call him over, so I said, he doesn't like you enough.

Actually, Faan Ruchun didn't love Li Xiaoying enough.

The reason was that Li Xiaoying had said it herself. A man who was passively accepting would not be able to experience deep love.

Secondly, Xu Yun knew that Faan Ruchun was a mummy, so even if she was reborn now, she didn't plan to change the course of Li Xiaoying's life, which would link her with Faan Ruchun.

It was very difficult to live with Ma Bao. Xu Yun felt a headache just thinking about her fiancée.

Li Xiaoying was a good girl. She had a happy home, a complete home.

I know, he told me in his letter that his mother wanted him to go to university, so he had to work hard at it. Xu Yun, you know the situation in my family, I can't even afford to go to high school, so it's possible that I'll go with him. Li Xiaoying mumbled sorrowfully.

Xu Yun didn't answer him. She thought to herself, "Divide it, Faan Ruchun won't be your true love, because you're more suitable to be a man who can support you through the sky."