C2 Do You Want to Have Children

Lu Xinfei didn't know how cold it was outside after not leaving the house for two days. With Elder Sun's smile shining through the window onto her body, it really made her feel like she was walking into spring.

Today was already the 8th day of the first month. After the new year, Lin Yuheng's company's affairs were in chaos, causing Lin Yuheng to be involved in a hot-blooded fight.

But Lu Xinfei is different. Her company's holiday season is really enviable.

Although Lu Xinfei was lazily staying at home and had a tough time doing nothing, she had really never thought about having a child.

Lu Xinfei's childhood was rather miserable. After her parents divorced, no one wanted her, so they left her in the care of her grandmother. Dozens of years of depression had made Lu Xinfei somewhat autistic and a little afraid to raise a child.

Lu Xinfei was probably living in peace. Right now, she and Lin Yuheng were both praised as a pair by her colleagues and friends. No matter where she went, Lu Xinfei felt that there would always be many envious gazes behind her.

When Lu Xinfei chose Lin Yuheng, her grandmother and aunts who raised her were not optimistic about him. They despised Lin Yuheng who stayed in the army all year round, living apart from Lu Xinfei. Even worse, Lin Yuheng's hometown was in the poor mountain area, where he could only find a family two to three miles away.

In the eyes of the people in the city, that place was simply a desolate wilderness.

However, Lin Yuheng always said that the gold nest and silver nest was not as good as his dog nest. He especially liked his hometown's scenery.

In front of his house was a river, and behind it was a mountain. In the mountain were water and mountains. Around the mountains, the scenery could be said to be incomparably beautiful.

Especially when the morning mist permeated the air, looking from a distance, the towering mountain peak looked like it was being lifted up by the immortal clouds and immortal mist. If they entered the mountain now, even Lin Yuheng, who grew up in the mountains, would lose his way in the pine forest.

The mountains were a good place to hone themselves, but here they climbed in a straight line, vertically and vertically. His two feet and two hands were in perfect harmony.

The best thing to do was to go down the mountain and grab onto the tree vines with both hands. With the sound of 'shua', the tree branches would let go of the tree branches and then slide to the middle of the mountain. After another short breath, they would reach the foot of the mountain. Only then would it be called climbing a mountain! It wasn't like the mountains in the city, where there were steps for climbing. It was tiring and slow.

In 2007, Lin Yuheng went back to his hometown. In order to help the villagers become rich and poor, he didn't accept the jobs arranged by the army. Instead, he went back home and organized the village's youths to start a business together.

Lu Xinfei's grandmother and aunt still despised Lin Yuheng for not owning a house of their own, so they strongly opposed the relationship between Lu Xinfei and Lin Yuheng.

It was also because Lin Yuheng was a person who lived up to his name. When he wanted to do something, it would always be so long that it would cause others to be speechless. At that time, in order to woo Lu Xinfei, Lin Yuheng had used 18 martial arts moves.

Although there were quite a few boys chasing after Lu Xinfei in university, those boys were still immature after all, and occasionally played with their temper. Lu Xinfei didn't like it.

Lu Xinfei had been lacking in love since she was young, so she herself admitted that she was a critical person in her relationship. But no matter how hard she tried to make things difficult for Lin Yuheng, Lin Yuheng was always able to handle it easily.

Lu Xinfei believed that Lin Yuheng was definitely the main character in her life. Thus, she didn't listen to her grandmother and aunts' instigation and walked along with Lin Yuheng.

Lin Yuheng treasured Lu Xinfei very much. After the marriage, in order to avoid Lu Xinfei's long journey back and forth, Lin Yuheng had returned home early. He had truly spent a lot of money to change his career. Plus, Lin Yuheng was either lucky or business savvy. His company had attracted a lot of foreign investment, and now, he and his partners had turned the poor mountain into a beautiful tourist area.

Lin Yuheng was a filial child. Ever since he was born in the mountains, his children had received strict filial education, so these past few years, Lin Yuheng had not been living a relaxed life.

His parents were getting older and older, and they were all looking forward to being able to get their hands on their grandchildren. Especially Mother Lin, ever since her problem of being warm and full was solved, Mother Lin no longer had to leave early or return late to work in the fields. Thus, she would call every day to pay attention to Lu Xinfei's stomach.

Yesterday, when Lin Yuheng was busy with work, Mother Lin called him very domineeringly, saying that she would patrol after 15 years and then take Lu Xinfei to the hospital where Lin Yuheng's sister worked to check up. If Lu Xinfei didn't have fertility ability, then she would treat her quickly.

"Yuheng, I... "I really don't want children right now. I feel that once a woman has children, it's like she's sentenced to life imprisonment. Her life will be ruined, and she won't be able to show off anymore …" Lu Xinfei was upset at the mention of the child, and so, her spirits waning, she broke free from Lin Yuheng's grip, her eyes full of sadness.

"But sooner or later, you'll have to raise a child. You're thirty years old this year, and I'm thirty-three. If we don't have children, we'll be old …" Lin Yuheng was even more unhappy as he frowned.

"It took a lot of effort for me to become a department manager. Your mother had a bad heart, so she couldn't help us look after our children. The company is too far away. "If I take maternity leave and stay at home to look after my baby for a year, my job will be replaced by someone else. If the competition in the private sector is so fierce, what will happen when I deviate from my social path?" "Lu Xinfei was worried.

Lu Xinfei couldn't be blamed for thinking too much. It was more than 20 years ago, her mother had left her job to take care of her, who suffered from many illnesses. Her father went off the track of society and found Little San, abandoning her mother.

Lu Xinfei did not hate her mother for not raising her. She knew that her mother had left her with her grandmother, but she also had her own difficulties. After the divorce, her mother needed to work with her mother.

As for Lu Xinfei's father, he was married to his aunt, so he couldn't be bothered about Lu Xinfei anymore. His father was now under his aunt's control, so he didn't have any status in the family anymore.

It was also true that a divorced man and a young girl had become one. For the sake of making friends with each other, a man had to look at the beautiful young girl's face, for example, to be a model husband, to keep trying to please his wife, and most importantly, a beautiful young girl had been able to give birth to a seedling for him, so it was very urgent for him to change his family rules.

And once the financial authority was changed, he could no longer be the valiant head of that family.

The previous gentleness and charm of a young lady was only for the sake of her recovery. Once she caught the fish and brought it back home, she would be able to discard all of the decoy.

The things you get will not be cherished. The young girl began to feel that it was a pity to be compatible with this man based on her looks and youth. With money, she naturally became more arrogant and domineering.

Lu Xinfei's father had given Lu Xinfei to her grandmother to raise. Since then, Lu Xinfei had become an orphan — both father and mother.

All these years, Lu Xinfei felt that the most frightening thing a woman could do was to give birth to a child. Once she put in all her effort to raise a child, she would torture herself to the point of turning old and yellow.

Besides, Lu Xinfei was also afraid of losing her job. She didn't want to be like her mother, who had a child and became old and decrepit. She would be despised by men, despised by the entire society, and then leave with no one to rely on, turning from a beautiful white-collar worker into a beggar who had nothing.

Lu Xinfei's mother had remarried twice since then, but if she couldn't find a woman to work for, then she would be reduced to a woman who abandoned her wife. Eventually, her mother died from a variety of chronic diseases, leaving Lu Xinfei with endless regret and pain.

Lu Xinfei could not believe that love, her parents also loved each other to the point of death, had abandoned their parents' lives for love crazy. But in the end, it was still not a game.

Therefore, love this thing, in the mirror all flowers, like a peerless fireworks, in the blink of an eye, the cloud disappeared.

"Xinfei, you can't be so selfish …" Lin Yuheng was tongue-tied for a long time before he finally spoke up in anger.

Lin Yuheng was angered by Lu Xinfei's excuse. He suddenly grabbed Lu Xinfei's shoulders.

After so long, Lu Xinfei always had so many excuses to avoid this. Lin Yuheng could have let Lu Xinfei decide what to do in the beginning, but now, the matter of having children had been brought up by Lin Yuheng. He stopped staring blankly at the children of others to experience the empty feeling of wanting to sigh. Moreover, he was about to be driven mad by his mother.

Lin Yuheng didn't believe that the woman he loved the most wouldn't even be willing to give birth to a child for him. Did she not love him as she had imagined?

"Rumble …"

"Ah …"

Suddenly, the thunders exploded in her ears like a cannon. Lu Xinfei screamed as she pushed the memory valve open.

His body bounced up uncontrollably, and with a "thump" sound, his head hit the wall beside him.

Lu Xinfei was drenched in cold sweat as she suddenly woke up. She found herself sitting, her heart beating violently, as if her heart were about to leap out.

Trembling hands, clutching his chest, a helpless expression of fear flitted across his face.

Lifting his head, he saw an antique house, carved in an old style that did not change to look beautiful.

Thunder continued to thunder overhead, lighting up the interior of the house even more with the lightning.

"Lin Yuheng, why do I dream about you everyday … "Where are you …" Lu Xinfei buried her head in her knees, tears welling up in her eyes.

"Fei Fei, Fei Fei, what happened to you?" A haggard woman wearing a very fashionable 780s-era good shirt desperately put her hands on Lu Xinfei's shoulders. "Fei Fei, why are you afraid of thunder? You never were when you were young …"

"Wow …" When Lu Xinfei saw the woman in front of her clearly, she felt as if a dam had been opened and a river was pouring out of her.