C2 Love No Love No Love

Lih Chu kept thinking about what would happen to her if she did not meet her brother.

When she just remembered, she only remembered the high walls of the orphanage, the sparse trees, the dirty face when she looked in the mirror, and the ragged clothes she was wearing.

She was only five years old at the time, but she understood the fact that she had been abandoned. If she hadn't been adopted by the age of eight or nine, She was afraid that she would have to stay in this orphanage for the rest of her life.

The aunties in the orphanage preferred those lively and cheerful children. Although Lih Chu looked cute, in the end, she was depressed and didn't get much sympathy from them. It was probably the same in society. Children who cried had sugar to eat.

Over ten years ago, Lih Chu had combed her messy pigtails. Her small face was dirty. Day after day, she sat on the swing rack in the dam year after year and watched the wild geese fly back and forth.

Until she was nine years old, she met the most important person in her life.

That day, she was still playing on the swing rack, shaking her fat legs. The children in the orphanage had gone to take an afternoon nap, and she was the only one playing in the yard alone.

"Can I sit on the swing?" A clear and pleasant voice sounded. Lih Chu turned her head and saw a young man in a white shirt.

Many years later, Lih Chu would always remember that day and that scene would forever be engraved in her heart. Under the strong sunlight, the thin and tender young man had a shy expression. He smiled and asked the little girl to let him sit on the swing for a while.

The sunlight was gorgeous, warm and beautiful.

From now on, the three words "white shirt" seemed to have become the white moonlight in Lih Chu's heart. She always prepared many men's white shirts in the wardrobe. Later on, she followed Jun Yue. Jun Yue teased and gave a wardrobe of white shirts, thinking that she liked the style of charm and purity interweaving. Fortunately, he did not know the real reason.

Later on, she found out that the wardrobe was full of clothes that Jun Yue wore. She was so angry that she threw away all the clothes in the wardrobe.

This was the first time she had lost her temper. She knew that this really didn't make any sense. She was a lover, Mo, a beautiful vase. She should have done her job well, like a dough that could be pinched and squeezed by anyone, for Jun Yue to play with.

However, this was the only clean place in her heart.

That day, she had cut her shirt into pieces with scissors. Looking at the mess on the ground, she suddenly woke up. She was afraid. If Jun Yue was angry, would he cut off her brother's treatment?

After the Zhao Family adopted her, she had lived like a pearl in their eyes for many years. She had been carefully cared for. The Zhao family's parents treated her like their own daughter, and their brother had also taken care of her gently.

Until she went to high school, the Zhao Family company went bankrupt and had nothing. Her parents were forced into a dead end and hanged themselves. Her brother, who could not accept all of this, had contracted a mental illness and refused to communicate with anyone. It was as if a wall had been built in his heart, leaving only Lih Chu who was crying.

With the sound of a key, Jun Yue came back. Lih Chu was tense and did not dare to look at the door.

The footsteps were getting closer and closer. They were like thunder stepping on her heart.

Jun Yue looked at the little girl curled up in a ball and found it funny. He looked at the mess and understood something. This little girl must have really thought of him as a beast.

When he first saw the pile of white shirts in her cabinet, his blood was spurting out. What would she look like when she put on her own shirt? Would her body be stained with her own smell?

But she had never worn it for him to see.

Normally, she was a little too obedient. She would do whatever Jun Yue asked her to do. Even if it was something she was unwilling to do, she would only lower her brows. In the blink of an eye, she agreed calmly.

She would let him do whatever he wanted on the bed. Jun Yue always suspected that this matter was related to her. He was really angry when he saw her like she was on a gallows. He couldn't help but pester her for a while. However, after the incident, she was like a fish thrown into the desert. In the end, Jun Yue's heart ached again. He couldn't bear to torture her anymore.

Only when she refused to obey him regarding the matter of the white shirt. He had worn it for a long time, but she did not do so either. It was only when she shed tears that the matter was settled.

He looked at her hiding himself under the blanket and laughed out of anger. Was he a real beast in her eyes? What could he do? She was his ancestor.

"What's wrong? You tore off my clothes. Why do you still look like you were bullied by me?"

Li Chu didn't care when he heard his mocking voice. This man is not his own sugar daddy, staring at him with wet eyes from under the covers. Son of a bitch, bastard, beast.

She felt that this man in front of her was really too bad. He called her and asked her to wear a white shirt with him tonight. Lih Chu broke down. The last bit of pure land in her heart had been contaminated by him.

She was a rose that had been stepped into the mud. Everyone despised her. The school could not tolerate her anymore. She just walked on the road. Jun Yue had helped her get out of school and brought her home. She was muddleheaded and knew that she could not escape anymore.

"Mr. Jun, let me go." She looked calm and serious. She did not look like she was joking at all.

Or rather, she had never joked with him before. She always called him Mr. Jun. He was like an outsider, not like a lover.

"Your brother's illness," he tried to reason with her in an amiable manner, not wanting to scare her, but in his heart, he was in so much pain that he wanted to die. After so long, did she not have any feelings for him at all?

No one had ever made him feel as if he had lost it millions of times before he had gotten it. Sometimes, he felt that he was only interested in her for a moment, but it was just so strange. There were fewer and fewer women around him, and then she was the only one left.

"Big brother's illness hasn't gotten any better after so long. I plan to take him back to the countryside to recuperate." She lowered her eyes.

"No." His eyes were full of fierceness. "Tomorrow, I will transfer the authoritative team of experts from the United States."

Lih Chu did not leave, and she could not leave either. A strong and stubborn man like him would not leave unless he died or she died.

He had done many things. In other people's eyes, he spared no effort in favoring her, but what she felt was oppression, imprisonment, and no freedom. She could not do anything about it. She could not love this man who was full of possessiveness to her.

She only wanted an apple, but he just stuffed a basket of bananas into her and insisted that she be grateful.

Seeing her eyes full of grievance, Jun Yue laughed in anger. He walked forward and lifted Lih Chu's chin unquestionably. "Is it because no matter what I do to you, you will not love me in the slightest?"

Lih Chu gritted her teeth and did not answer. She did not even raise her eyes, afraid that Jun Yue would see the look in her eyes that she wanted to escape, but she pretended to be distant. The bite marks on her lips revealed all of her thoughts.

Yes, she would not. No matter how sincere he was to her, no matter if he was willing to show his heart to her, she would only remember that he had taken advantage of her.

Jun Yue smiled sarcastically and slowly let go of her hand. He looked at the red mark on her chin and felt a dull pain in his heart. How tender was her skin? Wasn't it too strong just now?

When he came back to his senses, he was filled with endless sadness. He had been stabbed by her countless times in his heart. Why did he still pity her red mark?

There was really no way to save her. He shook his head and left without looking back.

Lih Chu did not feel Jun Yue's mood at all. She only heaved a sigh of relief and finally left. Looking at his eyes just now, she thought that he would punish her in bed like before. It was so scary.

The God of Plagues had left. She could finally let out a sigh of relief.

In her previous life, Lih Chu was like this. She was heartless and did as much as she could with money. She was Jun Yue's lover and betrayed her body. She had never felt that she had to give up her feelings.

After all, sincerity was something that needed to be exchanged with sincerity.

Jun Yue only temporarily liked his face and body. He probably could not bear to have anything he wanted since he was young. There was actually someone who didn't bow down to his suit pants and was addicted to his charm.

Lih Chu didn't dare, didn't dare to like, didn't dare to let her heart go. If she lost her body, if she could not even protect her heart, then what could she have left? There was nothing left.

It wasn't like Jun Yue had never taken care of a young lady before. At first, everyone had the same thoughts as her. In the end, Jun Yue got sick of it. Those girls should have taken the money to get together and leave, but they had given it their all. They had given it their all, and they had given it their all. They held Jun Yue tightly and didn't let go, and they ended up in a miserable state.

When she was with Jun Yue, she had been pestered by a young lady who was dating Jun Yue.

The young lady's beautiful eyes glared at her. "What a vixen! How dare you seduce my boyfriend!" This little Missy was truly courageous. She had even gotten justice in Jun Yue's apartment.

However, this was not the old residence of the Jun Family. It was a house that Jun Yue had bought outside to accommodate her golden silk cage.

Lih Chu did not quarrel with her, but welcomed her in and gave her a glass of water. She looked at her calmly.

Little Missy was tough on the outside and gentle on the inside. She did not point at her nose and scold like she did outside the door. Instead, after receiving the hot water, her fingers touched the long-awaited temperature. Tears gushed out. Lih Chu sighed. It turned out that there were different kinds of suffering in this world.

Love is not pain, love cannot be more bitter.

"I followed him for three years." Jun Yue's eyes were not bad. Little Missy was absolutely beautiful. A tear hung on her eyelashes and was about to fall. "I've given him the best three years of my life. Why did he break up with me?" Look, was this something a person could do? Was Jun Yue's brain kicked by a donkey? He did not know how to cherish such a good beauty.

"Without a reason, she dumped me and turned around to be with you, a little demoness. The beauty cried for a long time and suddenly felt that it was a little strange. Lih Chu did not say a word and only revealed a look of soul returning to heaven," What kind of look is that? "

It was really not Lih Chu's fault. As long as it was Little Missy, she could be considered her senior. Today was Little Missy's day yesterday. Little Missy was abandoned today, and today was her near future. As she listened and listened, she couldn't help but think of something else.

Just like what was said in the television series, "Once a woman falls in love, she will inevitably end up with a red face and a thin life."

In Lih Chu's life, Lih Chu did not want to lose her life. She wanted to live a long life and take care of her brother for the rest of her life.

A lifetime sounds very beautiful. What does it matter if there is love or not?

The little deer in her heart had been killed by her rationality when she was in love for the first time.

Her favorite author had said that there were three kinds of love in the world: love, no love, and no love.