C1028 He Gave Me too Little Love
Disgusting.
Liang Feifei only felt that these two words were like a blow to her head. It made her dizzy, ringing in her ears, and seeing stars.
Her son actually told her that he hated her.
Liang Feifei's eyes instantly turned red. She did not understand. Why?
She was his mother. Even if she did not give him much care, she had never mistreated and mistreated him. Why would he hate her?
Do you know when I started to hate you?
Do you know?
Liang Feifei did not know. She had never even noticed.
Liang Feifei only felt as if she had fallen into an ice cave. Her son hated her, but she had never noticed.
"Do you know how I feel about Shen Yi?"
"Do you know what I feel about my brother other than worship, gratitude, and dependence?"
"Do you know why I want to go back to America?"
"Or rather, have you considered these problems?"
The five questions in a row made Liang Feifei speechless.
She fixed her gaze on the stubborn but strangely calm Ni Chenxi, and her heart throbbed with pain.
She actually could not answer any of these questions.
How did Ni Chenxi feel about Shen Yi? If it was before this, she would definitely say that she hated her.
After all, Ni Chenxi had said a hundred bad things about Shen Yi in front of them. She naturally felt that Ni Chenxi did not like Shen Yi.
But now, she did not dare to make a conclusion.
Did Ni Chenxi really hate Shen Yi?
If he did, he would not have stayed in the hospital with her for so long. But if he did not hate her, he would not have tried so hard to discredit her.
Liang Feifei wanted to find some clues from their interactions, but after thinking about it, she did not know how to describe his behavior.
His temperament was changeable. He could be depressed for half a day just because he did not like it at all. But during this period of time, he rarely showed a good face to Shen Yi. She thought that he had thought it through, but she did not think that he just did not explode.
She did not know the answer to this question, nor did she know what other feelings he had towards Ni Chenjun. Similarly, she also did not understand why he suddenly became stubborn and wanted to return to America.
Yes, being stubborn. She had given him the definition of being stubborn from the beginning.
All of his actions and words were built on the basis of being stubborn, so she naturally would not consider why he insisted on being stubborn.
He still had to pick this opportunity, he must have been dissatisfied with Ni Chenjun for a long time.
Liang Feifei was somewhat enlightened. She looked at the cold Ni Chenxi, for the first time she felt that he was so strange.
After all these years of his normal behavior, how much resentment and resentment did he hide towards her, Ni Letian, and Ni Chenjun?
"You didn't notice." He said calmly.
"As a mother, you can't even sense my emotions. Do you think you can still accuse me of blaming you for only having a brother in your heart?"
Liang Feifei's eyes were red and her lips were mumbling. She wanted to refute but was unable to say anything.
"You also don't know my feelings towards Shen Yi. From the beginning to the end, you felt that I was being unreasonable."
"You thought that I was the child who stuck to your brother's butt, while you kept asking me to grow up and make sacrifices for your feelings."
"You also don't know why I went back to America. I didn't say anything, and you didn't even bother guessing. You just pointed at my nose and scolded me for being ungrateful."
Every time Ni Chenxi said another word, Liang Feifei's eyes became even redder. In the end, she could only cover her mouth with one hand and cry silently.
Every word that Ni Chenxi said was evidence that she neglected the fact that he forced her to do so.
"I did not say these words to blame you, and I have no right to blame you. My body, everything that I have right now is given to me by you. I understand. " Ni Chenxi looked at Liang Feifei, who was shedding tears, and his voice was cold and flat. " I just want you to know what you have lost all these years. I also want you to know that what you've lost will never come back "
"I know that you must think that I'm selfish, but there's no reason for me to go against my will to help you. After all, without these words, you might not know what I'm thinking in my heart for the rest of your life."
"No..." Liang Feifei said intermittently, "Mom loves you..."
"The love you gave me was too little."
"Your love was given to Dad and Big Brother. What you gave me was all leaked out from between your fingers."
"I also know that many times, you treat me as your second brother."
"I just let you down. I'm not your brother. I'm not a genius who can thrive without taking care of him."
"You don't have to think about making it up to me. You don't owe me anything." Ni Chenxi said, "I don't need your love anymore."
Liang Feifei cried out.