C1029 He Already Knew

"Since we're talking about it, we might as well make it clear at once." Ni Chenxi continued, "Since I have memories, the one who has been by my side has always been my elder brother. When I am sick, my brother will carry me to the hospital. When I am hungry, my brother will rush to cook. My elder brother took me to register and pay for my kindergarten term. I loved playing when I was young. So, most of the time, my studies were also completed by my brother's tutoring. Even after I went to junior high school... My brother took a leave of absence to help me attend my parent-teacher conference. "

"In my life before I turned 18, I had my brother's shadow every day. Compared to you guys, he was more like a parent."

"You will say that you are very busy, but my elder brother is also very busy. He also had to study, and he also had to manage the company. Even if he went overseas to study, he would still have time to call or send messages every day, and return home every half a month."

"He bears all the responsibilities that you should bear, but you will only feel that this is your pride. What an excellent son he is. He only needs to give a little love and a family built with money. He will be able to squeeze out all of his value."

"At 24 years old, he owns a prosperous empire. He works overtime every day and sleeps late. He also has to worry about my studies. Think about where you are at this time?"

"As for when I started to hate you, it was probably last year. You left me in the United States and let me spend the New Year alone."

"It's a bit absurd to say it at the beginning. In order to facilitate brother and Shen Yi, you could sacrifice a New Year's Eve without hesitation. At that time, I knew that perhaps you didn't love this family that much."

Liang Feifei sobbed silently.

"I did not blame you, and I did not have the right to blame you. After all, the fact that I could give up New Year's Eve with my brother because of Shen Yi has already proved my selfishness and cowardice. You are right, I am ungrateful. "

"I actually gave up New Year's Eve with my brother for Shen Yi. Then, giving up again doesn't seem to be that hard to understand, right?"

Liang Feifei was stunned for a moment. She stared at Ni Chenxi with her eyes wide open.

She wanted to see something from his expression, but his expression was too calm. She actually did not know how to understand his words.

What did he mean by "for Shen Yi?"

What did he mean by "giving up again"?

"Because of Shen Yi." Ni Chenxi did not look at Liang Feifei. Instead, he turned his head and looked at the moving traffic and scenery outside the window. "He made my life a mess."

"I don't blame her. Instead, I am quite grateful to her. After all, it was all my fault. On the contrary, without her, I might still be muddle-headed in my past life and continue to be my big brother's little follower. When the child in your eyes that will never grow up will never step out of the cage you drew for yourself... Don't think about my life, don't think about the meaning of the people around me to me... There will be no such words today. "

"She's an excellent girl, but her excellence isn't for me to see"

All of her excellence was given to her family, friends, and fans, leaving only a tall and thin figure for him.

She had always walked in front of him and stood above him. From beginning to end, she had never stood at the same height as him and spoke to him face to face.

He was not stupid. He just never thought about it.

Liang Feifei's lips trembled, "You..."

"Don't say it." Ni Chenxi interrupted, "It's fine as long as you know. This is a secret. Don't tell her, and don't tell dad either."

It would be shameful to say it out loud.

He had grown up and had only been soft in front of Ni Chenjun and her. However, he only recognized Ni Chenjun and did not want to recognize her.

She did not know, and he also did not want her to know, so that she would not laugh at him secretly.

Liang Feifei looked at Ni Chenxi and her tears flowed down. "Your brother knows?"

"He already knew."

That was why he would matchmake him and Shen Yi time and time again. That was why he would ask him again and again whether he liked her or not.

He remembered the phone number Ni Chenjun had called him when he was in the United States. He wanted him to think clearly, but he only answered time and time again that he did not like her and disliked her.

So from that moment on, his brother had already liked Shen Yi.

So when he knew that he liked Shen Yi, he did not make it clear to him. Instead, he asked him over and over whether he liked her or not.

How could he like her?

How could he like a person who snatched away his brother, who he had relied on for more than ten years, and forced her to live in America and study alone?

So, if it wasn't for the future, a person would never know what it meant to give up something because of a single thought.

From that moment on, it was already destined that today would be such an outcome.

He couldn't blame others, he could only blame fate.

Because he knew clearly that even if he came a thousand times, he wouldn't be able to admit that he liked her under such circumstances.