C1030 I'll Come Back When He Wakes up

"Is that why you're going to America?"

"More or less." Ni Chenxi said.

"I understood it too late, so I was still fantasizing about her a while ago."

Liang Feifei understood. Ni Chenxi's care and patience for Shen Yi was not because he had thought it through, but because he still had fantasies about the lonely Shen Yi. He felt that he could walk into her heart in such a lonely and helpless situation.

Liang Feifei had mixed feelings. Her two sons liked the same girl. One of them was lost due to an accident, and the other quietly waited to be a sparrow. She did not know which side her heart should lean towards.

Fortunately, Shen Yi did not know. Ni Chenxi also deliberately avoided it, or else the two brothers would fight over it.

Liang Feifei was momentarily lost in thought. What could the two brothers do if they fought?

Shen Yi's heart was with Ni Chenjun. She would only stand by Ni Chenjun's side with her first impression. Not only would she not help Ni Chenxi, she would also advise him and even scold him to give up. She knew that this was a battle that she would definitely lose before it even began.

Since that was the case, why should she let it start?

"I'll leave tonight" Ni Chenxi was still looking out the window.

Liang Feifei felt bitter in her heart, "Then when will you come back?"

"When big brother wakes up, or when I put it down." Ni Chenxi suddenly laughed. "Anyway, I have been selfish and willful so many times. It is not a bad time. If big brother knew, he would not blame me."

Liang Feifei felt anxious, but she did not know what to say. She only felt that everything that happened today was like a dream. Had she really lost Ni Chenxi?

The car was still driving. As time passed, the silence in the car seemed to rise. It didn't pass through her chest, nose, and mouth, pressing down on her until she was flustered and short of breath.

After a long time, she broke the suffocating atmosphere. "If this process is very long, will you come back midway?"

Ni Chenxi replied faintly, "Why would you come back?"

Before his brother woke up, what was he doing back home?

He did not have friends who could talk to him, nor did he have any close relatives. What could he do when he came back?

Liang Feifei's eyes reddened again. "Your father and I will miss you. If your brother does not wake up for a year or two, do you want to stay home for a year or two like before?"

Ni Chenxi was silent.

He did not want to leave this family. He just did not know what made this family worth his longing.

He didn't have a deep relationship with his parents, and they didn't get along well with each other. He no longer yearned for their love like his children did. This home was more like an empty shell with all four limbs. On the surface, it looked perfect and flawless. However, it was empty inside. The wind was so cold that it chilled one's heart.

Ni Chenxi could not describe his current feeling. It felt like he was digging something out of his body. It was uncomfortable, but he did not know what to do.

After a long time, he said slowly, "I will come back if I am not busy."

Maybe it was not the home he wanted. This family would not have the love he wanted in the past, but it was still a place to stay and a way to retreat. His parents did not owe him. He should not have done things too extreme.

Liang Feifei let out a sigh of relief, "I will send you to the airport."

Ni Chenxi hummed and did not say anything else.

He was speechless along the way.

Ni Chenxi went home to rest. Liang Feifei said a few words and then hurried back to the company with her bag.

Ni Chenxi looked at the car that was gradually disappearing from his sight. His entire person was empty.

He was very confused and helpless. The unfamiliar panic made him not have the slightest confidence in the future, and even. He was stunned for a long time and did not know how to arrange his future schedule and life.

Go overseas.

It would be better if he went abroad earlier.

He had countless mathematics questions and books to accompany him overseas. They could occupy every minute and second when he opened his eyes every day, so enriching that he could forget all his worries.

He was twenty years old this year. Perhaps not long later, he could use facts to tell Liang Feifei and Ni Chenjun that some people did not need to grow up against their own will.

Weakness was the original sin.

They needed to grow up because they weren't strong enough.

He wouldn't force himself to grow up just because he wasn't strong enough. He understood that what he needed wasn't to grow up, but to be strong.

Ni Chenxi rested at home for a day. The next day, he took the earliest flight back to America.

Unlike the previous two times when he came to America, he only felt that the sky in America was especially blue this time.

He should be living here for a long time.