C1062 Wake up

However, no matter how unconfident Shen Yi was about this award, since she had already passed the nomination, she had to make a trip to America less often.

The award ceremony was set to be held on February 9th, Hua. Two days before the New Year's Eve. Therefore, on the morning of the 8th, Shen Yi would be heading to Los Angeles, America.

She booked a flight at eight o'clock. Before Shen Yi left, she even went to take a look at Ni Chenjun.

Shen Yi often came to see him. Ni Letian and Liang Feifei had also greeted in advance, so the bodyguards and caregivers were very familiar with her. When Shen Yi came, she took the initiative to give the space to her.

Shen Yi pulled a chair by the bedside and sat down. She pulled the blanket slightly and held Ni Chenjun's hand. "I'm going to attend the ceremony in America. It's a pity that you can't go with me."

"I remember you said that you want to attend every movie festival and every TV series award ceremony. But look, my new movie has been nominated for an Oscar, but you haven't participated once."

"A few days ago, I was wondering if you would suddenly wake up. Then, you suddenly became the special guest of the Oscar award ceremony and gave me the post-movie award." Shen Yi pursed her lips and the corners of her mouth curled into an unnoticeable arc. " Although it was a little unreal, every time I thought about it... I feel like my heart is beating like a drum."

During the National Acting Festival in 2018, he personally gave her the award after the movie. That was her beginning. Now, in 2021, she really hoped that he would personally award her the Shadow Queen Award and make a beautiful ending for her.

"It's been a long time since you've opened your eyes to look at me. Hurry up and wake up, okay?" Shen Yi tilted her head and affectionately rubbed the back of his hand. "I miss you so much. I want to let you see me."

Ni Chenjun had been lying in bed for half a year, although he had been well taken care of. The muscles in his body did not visibly deteriorate, but his body did not have consciousness. When he touched it, apart from the warm skin and the beating blood vessels that also indicated the vitality of life, his stiff body was like a puppet without a soul.

Shen Yi closed her eyes and felt the arteries on the inside of her wrist that were beating rhythmically. She felt the scarce and rare vitality in his body.

"Although you missed your birthday, you should know that... Last year, you were 27 years old. This year, you're going to be 28. " Shen Yi closed her eyes," You are only 28 years old in your life. Don't tell me you are going to sleep on this birthday too? "

"I am almost 20." After a long time, Shen Yi said again, "Do you remember what you said before?"

Shen Yi closed her eyes and smiled. She whispered, "Three years are almost up. The legal age for marriage is about to arrive. What do you think you should do?"

After she said that, Shen Yi smiled and lowered her head slightly. She held Ni Chenjun's hand and placed it on her chest. "Two lives. Over thirty years, this is the first time I have said these things. Look at how fast my heart beats."

"You should know that I'm not lying to you, but not lying to you doesn't mean that I can continue waiting." Shen Yi put down Ni Chenjun's hand and covered him with the blanket. She quietly looked at him for a while and said, "You are so smart. You must know what I mean."

She had been depressed about Ni Chenjun and Nan Zhen's accident for a long time. Her exhausted mind even made her consciously avoid working in the entertainment industry. The busy self-enrichment made her temporarily forget the pain in the past, but also let her know clearly. In her life, besides Nan Zhen and Ni Chenjun, there was also her father. She had friends, her hobbies and dreams, and thousands of children in the world that she needed to protect.

Shen Yi had never felt that she was a person who would give up easily. On the contrary, as long as she wanted to, she would do her best to achieve her goal.

But love was not an object nor a goal. It was just an emotional impulse. Once this impulse lost the motivation to maintain, then no matter how great the feeling was, there would be a day when it would be completely used up.

So Shen Yi was afraid.

She was very afraid that one day when Ni Chenjun fell asleep, someone would break into her life and take away the feelings that should belong to Ni Chenjun.

"Your girlfriend that you spent so much effort to catch up with, and you used all of your skills to teach me what love is. You paid so much, you definitely wouldn't be willing to let it all go in vain." Shen Yi said word by word, "You must wake up quickly."