C847 The World Had Always Been Cruel
She described the story casually, but as long as you think about it, it's hard to tell how many hardships and bloody tears are hidden in the details that can be crossed with a stroke.
"Haven't you ever thought of giving in?" Shen Yi asked softly, "little baby is their biological grandson. The old people all like children."
She was too stubborn. Shen Yi only heard it and knew that she was a stubborn girl to the bone.
"I am not biological." She sniffled, "little baby is also not their biological grandson. They have a son and daughter. I am stubborn and do not like to talk. I am not valued by them."
Actually, there were many things that she did not say. For example, her biological mother recognized her. Both of her biological sisters treated her as a stranger. Her boyfriend did not recognize little baby. He even made up stories about her unwedded children and spread them in the neighborhood where she lived. There were also her parents. From the beginning, he had not persuaded her to abort the child because she had embarrassed herself and ruined her reputation. Even if they sent little baby to the orphanage in the end, they would never let her in again.
There were many things that she could not say. It was too difficult and unbearable. No one in the world could empathize with her. What she said was too heartbreaking, but it was a joke.
It was as if everyone in the world was awake, and she was the only one living in a dream.
Shen Yi looked at her miserable face and asked softly, "Have you sought financial help from them?"
"I have asked, and I have also begged." She lightly laughed, "No one is willing to lend it to me."
Her adoptive parents openly refused to acknowledge her daughter, and her biological mother was unable to make the decision. Her biological sister had abandoned her like a pair of worn shoes, and her two sister-in-law, who had been in love for more than ten years, was also a heartless person. She seemed to have two families, but in reality, it was better not to have one. Otherwise, she would always feel that she had a way out. But when she truly wanted to retreat... She found that there was a bottomless abyss behind her.
Too much, too cruel.
Shen Yi looked at her mocking face and thought for a while. Finally, she asked a cruel question, "How is little baby's condition? How long can you support his treatment?"
Her eyes turned red again. Tears rolled in her eyes but did not fall. "little baby's condition is not good. I can't hold on for long."
Shen Yi did not even need to think to know how much effort and hard work she had put in to raise little baby until he was five years old.
Leukemia was no longer an incurable disease, but chronic leukemia was not easy to treat. After a year of investigation, there was no other way to ensure the treatment except for spinal transplantation.
Putting aside the source of the spinal cord, the treatment fee to support little baby to wait for the spinal cord was enough to crush her. Not to mention that she had been under such heavy pressure for a year and was doing all the work that needed to be done. She had also borrowed all the relatives and friends she could, and there was no other way for her.
Shen Yi's gaze landed on her red and swollen hands. She had experienced wandering and knew how unbearable this kind of frostbite was in the heating system. She also knew what kind of hard work it would take to torture a pair of hands that were 26 years old to this extent.
She reached out and touched little baby's hands. His hands were not soft and smooth. Although they were soft, they were dry and thin. They did not feel like they were raised by a child at all.
"His hands are so hot." Shen Yi said.
It was as cold as ice in front of the hospital. It was as hot as fire after they got into the car.
"Leukemia will heat up from time to time." The girl touched little baby's little hand and took out a thermos and a large number of bottles and cans from her backpack.
"Little baby often has bone pain. Sometimes when he sleeps at night, he will cry from the pain." She shed tears again. "But he is more stubborn than me. Unless he can't help it, he won't tell me it hurts. And he always hugged me and told me not to be sad."
She hugged little baby and cried, "Sometimes I wish little baby had never been to this world. He didn't even study properly for a day. He didn't even take a good look at the outside world, yet he had to experience such pain. This is too cruel. "
Shen Yi looked at the girl who had lost her voice and cried, but she had to hold back her sobs. Her eyes slowly turned red.
This world had always been cruel. Some people could not take it and collapsed. Some people could take it but still collapsed at the end.