C973 Earth What Is the Warden like
He's the bastard son of Mr. Nan.
Nan Zhen knew about this fact when he was ten years old.
Before he was ten years old, he had a mother, and Grandfather Nan was his father. After he was ten years old, his mother died, and Grandfather Nan was forced to throw him into the orphanage. In a single night, he lost both his mother and father. And it became the shame of the entire Nan family.
At first, he did not understand why his mother, who clearly did not know how to drive, would drink and fall off a cliff. He also did not understand why he had to be thrown into an orphanage even though he had a father.
It was only when someone pointed at his nose and scolded him for being an illegitimate child that he suddenly understood that his mother was the mistress of the Nan family's head. He was an illegitimate child who could not bear to see the light of day. Even his household register was under the name of the dead. His mother had blocked Madam Nan's path, so she had died. He had been an eyesore to the entire Nan family, so he was destined to have a rough time.
He had just entered the orphanage, and the dean had locked him up in a solitary confinement room for a whole day to starve. The next day, he was released, and what welcomed him was endless swearing and contempt. The young child listened to the adults' education and put him into practice. He firmly believed in this -
This person was a disgusting illegitimate child, and his mother was a shameless mistress. He was a rat in a stinky ditch, and everyone would want to beat him up if he lived. Even if he died, he could only rot along with the mud. If he didn't want to become like this in the future... Then no one should play with him.
Some clever children even reacted: Whoever played with him would be an illegitimate child like him.
This was the first time Nan Zhen had seen such a scene. He was so scared that he couldn't even cry.
He still didn't understand why his mother died in just one night, and his father didn't want him anymore. These people even scolded him for bullying him. What did he do wrong?
After a while, he understood that his birth was a sin.
Because his mother was shameless enough to be someone else's underground lover and destroy someone else's family, he deserved to shoulder his mother's mistakes and accept everyone's criticism and humiliation. It was as if he could wash away his sins and start anew.
However, this was just his wishful thinking. Because many a time, he could read the chilling message from the words and expressions of those who bullied him: In any case, they were scum of society just like his mother. If he fought with all his might, he would kill them to get rid of evil for the people.
In many cold and desolate nights, he had thought about it many times. Was it true that the mistress and illegitimate child were so heinous that they were going to be endlessly humiliated and tortured day after day?
Sometimes, he even cruelly thought that his mother would destroy other people's families. So, she had died. This was what she deserved, and he had to admit it. He was the evidence that his mother had destroyed his family, so he deserved to be looked down upon and looked down upon. He was born with the original sin, and he also admitted it.
However, they had clearly destroyed the family of the Nan family. When these unrelated strangers looked at them, why was it as if he and his mother had killed their entire family, every word and every action... They wished that he would die, or that his mother, who had been dead for many years, would live and die again.
He did not understand these extreme questions. When he grew up a little more, he would understand all of them.
It was not that he and his mother had killed their entire family, but that Madam Nan felt that his mother had died too quickly. That was why she wanted to get back at him for all the grievances and contempt she had suffered in front of Grandfather Nan all these years. As the high and mighty Madam Nan, she said a single word. Thousands of people would lick her feet one after another for this.
However, it was useless even if they knew. Every time she used violence, he could only hug his body in vain and silently resist these so-called actions of justice. He tried to resist, but in the end, he could only receive an even crazier counterattack. Because everyone understood that he had nothing, no one would stand up for him. He also did not have the strength to resist everyone, but they were different. Behind them was Madam Nan, and even if the sky fell, Madam Nan would still stand up for them. So they had nothing to fear.
In the two years he was in the orphanage, he had planned to escape many times. Sometimes he could escape for a day or two, sometimes he would be caught as soon as he left his room. But no matter what, in the end, he couldn't escape confinement and torture. The most serious time was when his legs broke. He laid on the floor of the detention room for a month.
At that time, he had thought: They didn't kill or set fire, but they had paid the price of their lives and blood. It had been two years, no matter what kind of sin they committed, they should pay it back. If the Nan family still wasn't willing to let him go, then perhaps he could only go with his mother to see what hell looked like.
It's not that he wants to die, but that all kinds of people are unwilling to see him live.