C986 If There Really Is a next Life

Otherwise how could he be so powerful that she couldn't touch anything.

Nan Zhen did not speak and looked at her quietly. His eyes were very calm, but it seemed to hide thousands of waves. Shen Yi could not tell what it felt like, but the look in his eyes made her panic a little.

She could not help but poke his arm again, even though she could not touch anything. "What's wrong with you? We didn't know each other in the previous life, so I'm already very happy that you came to see me. I'm not really fussing over bento boxes. Just open it. My condolences. "

Nan Zhen stood up. "I'm leaving. I'll come and see you again in the future."

"You're leaving?" Shen Yi stood up and scratched her head, "Can I go with you?"

Sitting here was too boring. She also wanted to know how to wake up from this dream. Her father must be very worried about her. She did not know how Ni Chenjun was either. She wanted to wake up and take a look.

"Is there a next life in this world?" Nan Zhen asked softly.

Shen Yi continued to scratch her head. "There should be. After all, there are even people like me who illegally smuggled people."

"If only there was a next life." Nan Zhen said, "If there really was a next life, I could pay you back with my life."

Shen Yi felt a little uncomfortable. "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I want to meet you sooner." Nan Zhen looked down at her on the tombstone. A very faint smile suddenly bloomed on his calm and slightly numb face. "You are 16 years old, and I am 18 years old. We will eat together in winter."

There was a moon tonight, but because of the dark clouds, the moonlight was not very clear. However, Shen Yi could still see the pair of eyes that shone brightly in the blurry moonlight, and the bitter and longing smile on the corner of her mouth.

Maybe it was because the scene was too sad and cold, or maybe it was because Nan Zhen's idea was too good, Shen Yi's eyes turned red. "Can you be 17 years old? It is not too late to be 17 years old. I will let you be my manager."

"I want to be your manager, help you, support you, and accompany you to that glorious stage again. At that time, I will sit in the audience and applaud you."

"When I win the award, I'll sit at home and wait for all kinds of famous directors to come and look for you to act. You can choose any good script you want. Nothing is better than what you like. When you're old, when you can't act anymore, let's go to the film studio complex for dinner. When the time comes, I'll treat you... You can eat whatever you want. Anyway, we won't eat cabbage or chili stir-fried meat anymore. After that, we'll have to go through the traffic lights together. I'm holding onto my crutch. You, you..."

Nan Zhen did not finish his sentence. He lowered his head and sobbed silently. The low whimpers were like the desperate cries of a trapped beast in a cage, "If there really is a next life, it would be great if there is a next life. I want to meet you earlier, Shen Yi, Shen Yi..."

Shen Yi had never seen Nan Zhen like this. He was weak, stubborn, and his back, which looked straight and straight, was actually full of suffering.

She held him in her arms, and her tears fell on his neck.

"Shen Yi..." His suppressed crying stopped and he suddenly turned his head to look in Shen Yi's direction. His suddenly widened eyes actually revealed an extremely suppressed madness in the night sky. He asked in a trembling voice in a low voice, "Shen Yi, Shen Yi, is that you?"

"It's me." She wanted to touch him, but her hands passed through his body once again.

For a moment, Shen Yi looked at the crazy Nan Zhen. Her heart was filled with absurdity and powerlessness. Couldn't she give him a hug? This kind of Nan Zhen... What exactly did he experience to be so unable to let go of his own death?

Nan Zhen looked at the desolate cemetery. The cold and lonely air became more and more lonely as he breathed. His crazy expression gradually cooled down, and he once again returned to his cold and numb appearance. He absentmindedly wiped away the tears on his face, but they fell again and again. They fell and wiped.

He muttered, "Why do I always feel like you're still here?"

Shen Yi smiled bitterly. I am here, but I can't touch you.

But no one could answer him.

Tears fell again. Nan Zhen wiped them away again and said in a low voice, "Wait for me."

After saying that, he turned around and left.

Shen Yi wanted to follow him but found that she still could not go far.

Shen Yi sat in front of the tomb paralyzed and could only watch Nan Zhen's lonely yet determined back disappear into the gradually darkening sky. Her heart was not calm. The frame of her mind was filled with scenes of Nan Zhen crying like a trapped beast. This kind of suppression, guilt and confusion, what exactly did he experience?

She also did not know what was going on. Was she dead? Or was she alive? If she was dead, why didn't she reincarnate? If she was alive, why wasn't she awake yet? Moreover, was this really a dream?

Shen Yi looked at the gradually brightening stars in the sky. Her heart was filled with confusion. What did Nan Zhen mean by those words? Did he know her?

Shen Yi looked at the stars and stars until dawn. She thought for an entire night but did not find any memories related to Nan Zhen from those close to thirty years of memories. When the sun rose a little more, she watched the tomb keeper throw the box of food that Nan Zhen gave her into the trash can. When he threw it, he was wondering who was so petty. He didn't even want to give her a chicken, so he just gave her a box of food. It was the kind that didn't even have meat.

After complaining about the box of food, Shen Yi heard him talk about the price of the dishes today. What about pork, cabbage, chili, and everything else? It was hard to turn it over and over again.

Shen Yi looked up to the sky and sighed. In this world, who was not difficult?

Time passed in a flash. Shen Yi counted the days with her fingers, but she often counted from the beginning to the end.

Occasionally, she could find out from the tomb keeper what day it was today, but when it was close to the New Year, she found out from him that it was 2018 this year, and 2019 next year.

And this New Year, Nan Zhen did not come to see her.