C187 Fathers

And then I fell asleep so drowsily that I wondered if, if I didn't wake up any more, no one would tell me that my child was gone.

The blow was so great that even in a coma, I didn't want to wake up. I didn't want to face the reality.

I really had been looking forward to this child for too long, and now I felt as if my heart had been thrown out.

If I had to choose between me and the child