C29 The Significance of Rebirth

Looking at her mother's expression, Gu Hong Yan's heart was truly a bit complicated. But when she heard her mother call her 'Allure', how many people knew of her complicated feelings?

He was Gu Hongzhuang, not the first-born daughter of the Su family, but how could he dare to explain himself, and how could he dare to tell her the truth? Gu Hongzhuang had finally become greedy, coveting this bit of gentleness; even if this relationship turned into a dream, she wouldn't hesitate to do so.

"Ah, I'm alright. It's just that I was a little overthinking. Mother, you're so nice." Gu Hong Yan's face was filled with attachment as if she were her little daughter. If this was a dream, then she should just let herself sleep for a while. She definitely should not wake herself up, that would be good enough.

"If your father and I don't love you, who would we love? It's true, why does it grow bigger and bigger? It's like it loves to act like a spoiled child, it's true." Although Mother Su scolded him with a smile, her tone was filled with a deep pampering that made Gu Hong Yan want to die.

Gu Hong Yan gently rubbed against her mother a few times, but her heart was filled with sorrow. If I really wasn't Su Suo Ruo Ruo, would I still be treated like this? Maybe it can't be done, but so what? Even if I was Su Suoru, so what? "How can you say that? Why didn't I see dad?"

Mother Su smiled helplessly, rubbing the tip of her nose a few times, "Your cabinet, even your father cannot casually enter."

Actually, this was something that Gu Hongzhuang had left behind. After all, in a place like a brothel, it didn't matter if one was a man or a woman. Even if one didn't sell himself for talent, the boundaries between men and women were much thinner.

Hearing her mother's words, Gu Hongzhuang finally reacted. Now that she was the daughter of an influential family, she shouldn't be like before. Even if it wasn't for herself, just for the sake of the Su Clan, she should be wary of men and women.

Just like before, when Su Suo Ruo was saved by Rong Ye, nothing really happened and it was just a commotion. So among everyone here, there was only this one bad point, and as long as you made the slightest mistake, a large group of people would be waiting there to add fuel to the fire.

And if one were to say that one's luck was good, and every step of the way, they would be like a group of extremely sour people gossiping behind them. Even Gu Hongzhuang had very rarely come into contact with this sort of thing before, because even though there were many people fighting over a guest in the brothel, it didn't matter what.

On one hand, he talked about how noble and noble he was, and on the other hand, he silently stabbed himself in the back. Such a person was enough to make Gu Hongzhuang feel disgusted.

"Yeah, Iris said, she promised you she'd give you a head start and bring you something back, so she tried it out. She won it for you, okay?" Mother Su giggled as she brought the items in front of Gu Hongzhuang.

The items were indeed good stuff, but if Gu Hong Yan remembered correctly, out of the Su family, one was quiet, one was good at martial arts, one relied on talent to shake the world, and one relied on appearance to topple the world.

So, if Su Ruyuan really did know some talent, Gu Hongzhuang really didn't know. Gu Hong Yan stroked the material and felt that it was made out of a full set of warm jade, I'm afraid it was made out of tribute. It seemed that no matter how good it was, it could only be kept.

"Iris, what did you do?" Gu Hong Yan asked curiously, but no matter how curious she was, it was impossible for her to directly say that Su Ruyuan didn't have many talents.

Mother Su was actually thinking of reporting the good news without reporting the bad news. After all, no matter how one put it, Gu Hongzhuang was still sick. It didn't seem like a good idea to say all this, "Actually, Iris performed a sword dance."

Sword Dance? However, if the rumors were not wrong, Su Ruyuan's sword dance needed Su Fusheng to accompany it. Then, if he did not go now, what would that mean?

Gu Hongzhuang was curious. She glanced at her mother a few times, but didn't ask anything. After all, Su Ruyuan had worked so hard to do these things for her. If she asked any more questions, it would make everyone unhappy.

"Mom, I'm a bit tired, so I'm going to sleep first." Actually, Gu Hongzhuang's words were barely true. After all, Gu Hongzhuang was currently physically weak, so it was normal for her to be tired. As for Gu Hongzhuang, she had already slept for so long, so she wasn't actually as tired as she said she was.

However, Gu Hong Yan felt that she needed time to sort out her thoughts. No matter how similar she and Su Suoruo were, she didn't dare to tell anyone her true identity. She couldn't trust him no matter how much she trusted him, and the reason was simple: fear.

She was afraid that the kinship that she managed to swindle away would instantly dissipate, that everything would disappear, and that Gu Hongzhuang was powerless to struggle, because the real Gu Hongzhuang was already dead. She herself was only a dead person, how could she continue to live?

Gu Hongzhuang comforted himself. Indeed, Gu Hongzhuang's current life was not bad. With the care and concern of her parents and her younger brother and sister, she could be considered to be extremely beautiful. However, such a life made Gu Hongzhuang subconsciously tense up.

The saddest thing was not that she had not obtained it, but that she had just obtained it and lost it. This was the most painful thing about it, so towards this sort of relationship, Gu Hongzhuang was afraid.

This also caused Gu Hong Yan to no longer have any expectations towards things like feelings. The so-called feelings were just self-deceiving. Right, Gu Hong Yan silently said to herself, but her heart couldn't help but throb.

"Alright, let's go. Allan is sleeping, what's the matter?" "You still want to stay here and keep an eye on Ruo'er?" Mother Su walked out of Gu Hongzhuang's room and saw Su Yan staring blankly at the sky. She could not help but smile as she inquired.

The moment Su Yan's mother had entered, she had been indulging in wild fantasies. After all, no matter what, even if Su Yan had revealed the truth, the current royal family wouldn't allow Su Suiruo to exist.

After all, Su Xiaoru's life was simply too unique. Even if she had to give up the marriage to Gu Hong Yan, she was still worried about him. After all, with Su Yan's identity, he could only sigh a few times.

Ever since Su Suo Ruo had fallen into the water, this child seemed to have changed his sex life. He couldn't figure out what was going on in her mind day and night. He couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't figure it out.

It wasn't as if Su Yan's mother didn't know about Su Yan's worries, but her mother couldn't say anything either. Indeed, ever since Su Xiaoran had fallen into the water, Su Suo's personality had become increasingly strange. Not only Su Yan, but even her mother was worried that Su Suo Ruo had recalled her memories.

"It's a blessing in disguise, isn't it?" Even though Mother Su was very worried, compared to Su Yan's endurance, Mother Su was still much better. She could still laugh and joke around.

It wasn't that Su Yan didn't know that his mother was trying to console him, but how could he calm down in this sort of situation? Su Yan felt a little irritated in his heart. "What do you know? Once everyone knows about the background of Ruo'er, not a single person in the Su palace will survive."

Therefore, Su Yan always had a cautious appearance when it came to Su Suiruo, but no one knew how she looked in the eyes of others. Of course, no one said anything was amiss with Su Yan.

To Gu Hongzhuang, it was just like an ordinary night. There was no other special appearance. It was just that the events of that day might be a bit more, and her thoughts a bit more complicated.

He only felt a dull pain in his chest. When he was still young and not yet rejuvenated, he was an orphan and was not loved by anyone at all. Right now, he could be considered a good person at that time, but why did his heart hurt even more than at that time?

Why? Gu Hong Yan didn't quite understand. Looking at the ground, she hadn't slept for the entire night. On the second day, when she entered the room, she saw that Gu Hong Yan's eyes were green.

"Miss, what's wrong with you? Why is it so serious, why can't you say anything? "

When she was sick yesterday, she wasn't this tired. Just who was it for? Who did you bring me to this sky, miss? I feel wronged for you.

On the other hand, Gu Hongzhuang didn't say anything. She only smiled tiredly, "No, it's just that I couldn't sleep yesterday, there's nothing else."

"Then miss, why can't you sleep?" Hugging Qin almost did not even think before she asked, "Yeah, why did I do it?" For the sake of Mother Su's care? In order to ponder how she was going to live her life after not being Su Yiran?

Gu Hongzhuang was indeed deep in thought, but Gu Hongzhuang wouldn't tell the zither, or tell anyone what she was thinking.

Before Gu Hong Yan could say anything, she felt that something wasn't right and knelt on the ground, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't jump to the young miss's private matters. I've crossed the line."

In fact, carrying the zither was actually very convenient. She didn't know why she would kneel down so easily, but Gu Hongyan smiled helplessly. In their eyes, was she a fiendish existence like this?

It had to be said that Gu Hongzhuang's heart ached for an instant, but that instant was enough. The reason she had returned to life was to seek revenge and to uncover the truth, not because she was afraid of the love between a girl and herself.

But why did his heart hurt at the moment of rejection? It was as if it was complaining to Gu Hongzhuang, telling her that it also existed, and not without any feelings.