C193 Those past Events(part Iii)

"I wish I could kill him!"

Chu Feng said maniacally, "Qing Er's life is his life, but the lives of those soldiers are not his life? Don't tell me Dou Tianlai's life is lower than Qing Er's life? Won't he think about it? Haha! This old fool has forced me into a dead end time and time again. He wanted to kill me, but what could I do to him? When I saw him take revenge for Qing'er, When I came back, there was nothing good about him. His good brothers who had followed him for decades. . . Good brother! He did not care about the deaths of more than five thousand people, but when he came back, he only brought back the head of an enemy general! He was the grand Grand Marshal of our army of three million soldiers. The invincible number one war god of Great Chu is now in such a miserable state that he has to use his spear to support himself from falling down!"

"Although I have been at odds with him for the rest of my life, seeing how badly injured he is. . . My heart is also bleeding from the pain. I would like to scold him a few more times. However, when the words reach my mouth, there is only sadness left, especially when I came forward to help him up. He actually. . . Actually leaned on my shoulder and said, Emperor. This old official can finally give you an explanation, haha. This madman, he did not hesitate to pay five thousand soldiers and his own life. Just to give me an explanation! "

Chu Feng laughed crazily again, and at the same time, tears flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably. "He knows. . . Because of this, how long have I cried? In front of the soldiers of the three armies, I was not even as good as a child. I don't know what I was afraid of. I only know that it was the fiercest time I cried when I was born. It was also the first time I lost my composure because of my arch-enemy. "

After everyone quietly listened to this, they couldn't help but sigh in their hearts. Only now did they know that the so-called old supreme commander Dou and his enemies met by chance. Old supreme commander Dou was the one who led his men to kill them. All of this was for the sake of avenging the Crown Prince. However, in the face of the millions of soldiers of the enemy. . . The old marshal only brought a mere five thousand men. Everyone was shocked, but at the same time, they couldn't help but admire old supreme commander Dou's courage. As expected of the number one war god of Great Chu. Just this pride alone was enough to dominate the world!

"In that battle, our army annihilated more than seven hundred thousand enemy troops. It took one year and seven months, which was also the same battle. This battle has completely earned the reputation of our Great Chu and allowed us to fight the barbarians alone. It was not unheard of since ancient times, but after the Barbarian Army withdrew their troops, they still dared to lead their troops to chase after the barbarians for thousands of miles. I'm still the first one. Fifteen years have passed since then. The Barbarian Army still hasn't dared to invade us. This proves the problem. "

A hint of arrogance flashed across Chu Feng's eyes, but it was gone in an instant.

"Everyone knows the principle of never chasing a cornered enemy. As the commander of the three armies, how could I not know? No one knows why there is an extra thousand miles. It's just that I understand. No matter how much I make up for it, no matter how much I do, my Qing'er will not come back. "

Chu Feng minded his own business and his face was still covered with dried tears. No one knew how much of a blow Chu Qing's death was to him. But now, everyone understood that after removing his disguise, even if he was as noble as the Emperor, he would only be a pitiful father. That was all.

"Ever since Qing'er left, Yun'er has become more and more silent. Only now did I remember that the relationship between the two brothers had always been extremely good. Unlike the other children of the imperial families who knew how to scheme and scheme when they were young, when the two of them were together, they seemed to have never even quarreled before. Yun'er was introverted and relied on Qing'er for everything. As for Qing'er, as the elder brother, she keeps giving in to her younger brother. . . "

At this point, a rare smile appeared on Chu Feng's face.

"At that time, Hou, the relationship between the two of them was so good that it was enviable. And giving birth to the two of them seemed to be the proudest thing the Empress had ever done in her life. Every day, she tirelessly muttered Qing'er and Yun'er's names in my ear. I always blamed her for chattering away like a sparrow and never stopping. She doesn't have the slightest bit of self-awareness as a mother. "

"But I really hope that she can continue to be so bright and beautiful. There is no sadness, no sorrow, and she can continue to be carefree all the way until the end of time. I can only say that my thoughts have always been too naive. Humans are not saints, so how can things in this world be satisfactory?"

Chu Feng sighed softly. In the eyes of others, How glorious was it to be an emperor who was high and mighty? With a flip of his hand, he could turn clouds into rain. With a smile, he could control the fate of others. Everyone was good to the king. Who would have thought that behind the emperor, there would be pain and heroism. For the country and the people, this sentence itself was a huge restraint. Once everything was related to this word, even the simplest thing would become complicated. There were too many times in life when one could not control oneself, and the king was the most.

As a qualified superior, the first thing that one should not have was love, because love would be like a chain that would lock people up, or rather, it would be like a chain that would lock them down, or rather, it would be more accurate to say that love was the most important thing. It was more suitable to be a quagmire, because the more you struggled, the deeper you would sink, and it would be difficult for you to extricate yourself.

However, humans were not plants, so who could be ruthless? The heavens were vast, so who could truly be heartless? Chu Feng believed that he couldn't do this, so he was destined to suffer the consequences himself.

"It was Qing'er's death that made her stop smiling. In the past, I always thought that she was too noisy. But once she calmed down, I felt that it was so strange. It was as if something that had accompanied you for a long time had suddenly left you. That feeling was indescribable. It made me feel very uncomfortable, very sad, and even deeply afraid. After that, Yun'er also died of depression. I know. . . Her world collapsed once again. "

Chu Feng's smile was filled with helplessness. At this moment. . . He was no longer the Emperor Chu Chu Feng who hated to call the wind and summon the rain in the Imperial Court. He had taken off the crown of the emperor. He was only a husband who his wife had looked up to, and a sad father in her daughter's eyes.

"It was me who harmed the two brothers, and it was also me who caused the Empress's illness. I know, for so many years, Although the Empress didn't blame me for a single word, she must have blamed me in her heart. . . If it wasn't for Rouer, with her personality, she would have followed the two of them early on. After all, she loved them so much and heard that the road to Huang Quan was cold and long. How could she be at ease. . . "

"If only everything could be repeated, how great would that be?"

Chu Feng's soft and almost inaudible sigh made everyone's eyes turn red with tears. Most of the things in life were not what they wanted. Everyone present had more or less no worries. It was fine if they did not want to think about it. Now that they were influenced by Chu Feng's emotions, some of them could still hold it in. Even someone as open-minded as Ou Yezi was in a daze at this moment, let alone the others. He had long started to whimper and cry.