Regret/C3 Mental ill
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C3 Mental ill

Amelia pov ...

I was running so fast , my heart was beating so fast , I could feel my tears glistening my ears as the wind brushed my hair . My face was blown with fresh air . I was running like I had never ran my whole life.

I didn't understand why was I even running, I never liked running then why was I even doing something which I didn't like ?

I kept on yelling for help, I don't know what was happening but u felt like my life was in danger, something wasn't right and whatever was following me wanted me but I didn't ..

Or maybe i did too .... but I was scared .

Mel !! Mel!! Mel!! I heard voices calling me , " I tried finding where the voices came from , I wanted to see the people who wanted to save me but I couldn't . "

Mel !! I heard a lot yell that made my eyes open , light emitted through the room among my eyes close once again adjusting my breath and my vision .

Darling !! I heard a familiar voice of my dad, wait a minute !! Where am I? I asked , I saw my mom and dad looking at me !!

Thank god , you guys saved me ,I tell them with a small smile . My mom and dad looked at each other sharing a look tahy I didn't understand.

Honey, I heard my dad calling me and I noticed a small towel on his hands, " you weren't anywhere!!" You were here with us !! He says to me and touched day hands .

What ?!! But it .. it felt so real dad !! I tell him with a frown noticing my skin was hot and cold at the same time . It's okay you are going to be alright , we have already called the doctor and your therapist.

My dad says , I instantly got angry .

Dad!! I am not insane, I am not mental retarded, I am okay , I am normal I finished the last words with tears . They think like I am sick but in reality I am not .

I have been trying to tell them that every single time when I get...get this vision. Yes visions ..

Dad !! These .. these are visions dad!! I swear I am not mental ill, I tell him with my tears , it's okay baby he says to me and embraced me .

My mom stood up , i could feel her tears on her eyes but she didn't want me to see them , she stood up and walked out of my room . I am not going to leave you sleep alone Mel.

Okay !! You are going to be alright , my dad says and this time I chose to ignore him .

I have been having these visions or should I say nightmares , " they felt so real, like I was once in those places, I have seen a number of familiar people, estates and gatherings. But I don't rely understand why .

I looed at my dad who was deep in his thought but I abruptly gasp and ask him , " dad !! Where are the guests!!" Oh my god , did I ruin your dinner ?

I am so sorry dad , I am sorry I tell him . It's okay princess!! Thye are our very good friends, so don't worry they understand and it wasn't a big deal at all . My dad says to me .

You need to go and take a shower , you are sweating so bad dear, dad says and I hummed in response. He helped me up and took me to the bathroom .

Make sure you be careful okay ? He says after I was inside the bathroom . Okay , I replied to him after I was inside. I will just call your mom , he announces and soon he left.

I sighed and started to take off my clothes, I noticed my hair was also lose , not tied ! I entered into the shower and started taking abath .

Alot of things have been in my mind , " I have been having constant nightmares and none of them makes sense to me at all . "

I know I am not mental ill ,but why don't I have any answers on what I usually see in these stupid nightmares , or maybe dad and mom are right . Maybe, i am am mental ill .

Okay , okay!! Stop with the thinking Mel , you're not a stallion !! My mind joked and I giggled .

I took my towel and tied it on my body and I walked out , " I went to my closet but before that I saw mom sitting on my bed touching my picture which was on my nightstand . "

Mom !! I called her and shs abruptly put my picture down and looked at me , " Do you need any help ? She asked "

Not really !! I am okay !! I tell her truthfully. Great, I will leave you alone them , she replied and went out without giving me a second glance .

She is too mody , but I still love her.

I went to my closet to change , but before that I took off my towel , I usually do this ! I looked my body that showed my reflection in the mirror,

" I usuly have questions for this trace mark which is located on my belly , it looks like a surgery mark but at the same time it doesn't. "

I don't remember ever having something like this , or having any surgeries when growing up, " I usually tell myslef everyday that it's just a birth mark but nothing adds up nor do I belive if it is really a birth mark. "

I asked my parents once about it , but they all replied that it was just a birth mark that I was birthed with .

" stop thinking too much, you are hoing to feel these stupid headaches !'' I heard a voice telling me .

Instantly , I was alert , holy fuck !! What was it , my heat beat quickened, my breath hitched , I couod feel my slef trembling a little...

The voice which I heard inside my heard felt so real .

W .. h..o is there !! I asked and gulped feeling thin sweat leaking from my forehead . I swallowed the bitter bile that fought the urge of rising up to my mouth .

Who is there!! I ask now confidenlt although inside I was terrified , but all what I heard was silence.

It terrified me , I abruptly wear my clothes, a little sun dress and in a second I was out of my closet .

It felt so real and I was terrified , what the heck was that !!? Am I really mental ill ? No way !! No way I am not !! I replied to my own self .

I closed my eyes and calmed my breathed, " after I wa a cake to normal, I walk outside my room not before eyeing it again suspiciously!!"

Or am I possessed ?

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