C18 Can’t believe that she did all of this to be with him

"Dear diary, I can’t imagine I was actually the one doing all of this." It sounded as if she was regretting it.

"I was forcing him to drink until he became inebriated and started seeing me as Elisa." I was satisfied and smiled at the way he was actually pleasant looking at me. At least I will have him all to myself tonight. I can’t wait to see his baby growing inside of me