C19 Is high time I leave the house

I wrote something on the piece of paper.

"Sorry, Mom, I have to get some fresh air, so I'm leaving the house on my own." Please don't look for me; I'll come back when I succeed. Take care of yourself, and I'll miss you. Yours, Jas." I dropped it by her side; she was still sleeping. I started shedding shimmering tears from my eyes as I stared at her, stroking my finger in her long hair