C22 I can’t believe I’m this ugly

I left the compound with a glum face, I couldn't get the words

“You are darned ugly” out of my thoughts; they kept popping into my head.

“Oh, what a bad day,” I forced myself to think.

“Hey Jas!” I heard Ethan calling, and he came right up to me, “How did it go?” he asked me and stroked my untidy hair,

“Am I that ugly?” I asked him I couldn't believe I'm so bothered by it