C27 My father was right I’m good for nothing

My alarm began to buzz I smacked the alarm clock with my hand to stop it since I was still tired and my eyelids are peppery whenever I try to pop it opened I guess I sobbed a lot last night

"You can't do anything" my master voice came like thunder in my ear I sprang out of bed to find out I was alone in the room I rushed to the bathroom and showered right away

As soon as I finished, my heart