C48 I’m relieved telling you how I felt about you

Earnest Pov

I was turning and tossing myself on the bed. I flung my hand and tried to feel her with my eyes closed. I was romancing my pillow, thinking it was her. It was too soft to feel; it doesn't feel like a human being to me, and I was expecting her to moan and scream.

“Darling, I love you so much." I blurted it out because I couldn’t hide it anymore