C63 Can You Let Me Choose for Myself

"Actually, I don't know what happened to me that I would tell you this. Do you think a man like me shouldn't have so much to complain about? Don't think about anything else, just follow the path that our family has arranged. No matter if it is the wind or the rain, there will be people blocking it for me. I just need to follow their lead and follow the rules and achieve their goals