C116 Exclusive dismissal of the showings in a favorite bath

Her room was covered with posters, from childhood to childhood, from age five to twenty, from childhood to now, she had imagined being with him.

Even if she had to live her life as a "mouse in a hole in the ground", she couldn't see the light of day because the rumor had already spread. She was not allowed to appear in this city, or else she would have died