C449 He Called Siya

Yunzhen, you know how I feel, yet you refuse to accept it. Do you have any idea how heartbroken and upset I am? The pain is always the same, and the sadness never fades away. There are so many things I could do, but I find myself unable to do anything, just standing still, watching everything unfold. You have no idea how painful this is. I know saying all this changes nothing