C460 A Grasshopper on a Boat

Zheng Siya didn't take his words to heart. "Whatever," she said. "If you want to keep pushing yourself, go ahead. Just remember, you're the one who'll feel the pain."

"A lot of times, things aren't what you imagine. You think you can handle the pain, but in reality, you can't. You hover on the edge of suffering, and in the end, you don't get what you want. If that's the outcome you're after