C5 Chapter 5

I hugged myself when the cold wind hit my skin. It was six o'clock in the afternoon and it was getting dark.

"Wow." I was amazed to see Rad's Resort. It have had a variety of Resto previously covered by the Resort. There are also bars around. In front of the sea are rows of elegant bungalows for rent to vacationers.

"Eat first. Aren't you hungry?" Rad hugging from behind me.

We are here on the veranda of his room. This is not a bungalow, this is actually his house here inside the resort. He said he has a care taker if he can't visit here.

I pouted. "I'm still full."

I am enjoying the feeling when we are like this. Without hiding. We hold hands in front of other people. We are free to do whatever we want. I'm not just his secret affair.

After we ate, we got dressed because Rad and I were going to a bar later.

When I came out of the bathroom the first thing I saw was Rad's perfect face.

He's wearing a black shirt and a sweat short so I can see his rocky chest. He was still holding a black cap.

He was like a cliff, if you look at him, he looks so beautiful, so beautiful that you want to try and jump, but once you jump, you will drown. You will drown because of him and there is no hope of getting up.

I remembered the first time we've met. I was in a hurry because I was late then we bumped with each other and we actually fell to the floor! He was still on top of me, and my lips were still parted because of the shock that the person I bump with was so handsome!

But the bastard kissed me without hesitation! I remember how he angled his head to kiss me hard and put his tongue in my mouth!

My first kiss was really awful then. And since then, he has never stopped.

Until I got used to his presence and I just found myself kissing him and actually wanting it.

I get hurt every time I see him with a woman. I wanted to criticize him. I want to be angry with him…but I have no rights. We just kissed and fucked. But I don't know what we have. I'm afraid to ask about it because it might just hurt me. I know his reputation, he's afraid of commitments.

For now, I just want to unchain all the pain away and embrace this moment with him. Not minding what will happen when we go back in the city.

"Don't wear too much revealing baby, hmm." He said and hugged my waist so I could sit on his lap.

"Rad I'll get dressed. Let go." I groaned and violently pulled his hug away from me.

I took from the cabinet a white strappy top and a pair of shorts. I also took a cardigan against the cold outside.

"Okay, let me dress you up." He said in a serious voice and he himself took my panties and bra.

My cheeks flushed with embarrassment! "You're crazy! I can wear it! I'm not a baby, Rad."

"But you're my baby." He was serious and took my clothes in my hand. I was stunned when he made it difficult for me to sit on the dresser.

"Rad, I can do it." I insist. He is wise. He will wear it to me so he can see my body. What will I expect living with Rad in a one damn roof? He's a coy!

"Let me." He said to me and ripped the towel off my body. "Beautiful." He mumbled and leaned closer to kiss my forehead.

He wore my bra on me. He's so good at it huh? After my bra ...he kissed my neck.

"R-Rad," my breathing became hitch. He kissed my chest that went down to my abdomen down to my womanhood.

He kissed me there three times. I think I am going to faint!

I just grabbed the end of the dresser and clenched my fist due to various emotions. He chuckled and put on my panty.

I just quietly combed my hair because it was still early. Eight more of us will go there. But Rad was just behind me sitting on the bed and staring at my every move. I winced when he hugged my back.

"Rad, what are you doing?" I sighed as it dripped a kiss on my neck.

"Kissing what's mine." Damn it. "There, so they know you're mine." He smirked after he put love bites on my neck. Damn Rad!

***

Loud music filled my ears.

We are now inside a bar that is often visited by foreign tourists. Wild people' scattered everywhere! There are still women who can hardly walk properly due to drunkenness.

It's obvious. Even from a distance, Rad's eyes directly looking at me.

Well, Rad, obviously hot and handsome in all angles. I don't think I can find anything ugly in him. Rad, possessively wrapped his big hand on my small waist. He led me into a VIP space with a wide sofa and table in the middle.

"No alcohol for you, baby. Juice will do." He said to me as the waiter put down Rad's drink. Rad gave me some juice.

I pouted and bit my lip.

"Frixxie." He said.

"What?" I asked.

"Stop pouting! Some assholes were gawking at you" He's said, and I seem to want to keep laughing.

"What!? That's normal." I said and sipped on my juice.

He only looked at me like I'm the only one here in the bar.

I dropped the juice on the table. "Is this bar yours too?" I started a conversation with him. But that distracted me because of his warm palm caressing my thigh, the other one was behind me. He almost invaded my personal space!

"Yes." he was caressing a few strands of my hair from my face. Damn, I couldn't focus on my juice, I was suddenly embarrassed.

In my side vision, I saw him drink the tequila and bit the lemon. He's so sexy with that simple gesture. I saw how his Adams protruded and his muscles flexed. Damn! His body was obviously taken care of in the gym. His body was much matured to look at compared to his age of twenty three. How much more if he grows even bigger?

"Are you bored here?" He asked.

I shook my head and saw the group of women at the other table, muttering and giggling looking at Rad.

I sipped my juice again because my throat felt dry. It's like I want to keep drinking. I suddenly remembered that my cellphone taken by Rad and it was turned off since we left .I don't know if anyone texted me.

Rad didn't tell me anything. I don't know if it will be checked on me because he took it because he was jealous of Kurt that he didn't know was gay!

I almost broke the glass of juice because the woman who was at the other table was approaching. Approaching Rad now, I mean...to us.

Rad, on the other hand, doesn't know anything because of the smell of my hair.

"Umm, hi Rad!" Said by a soft voice of a woman when they get close to us.

Rad looked up. He's shocked for a while to seem to have met the woman.

Damn, I need to calm myself!

"Hello," Rad greeted back.

"I'm Dianne, still remember me?"

"As you can see, he's been with me for a while. It's impossible you haven't seen me since earlier." I felt Rad squeeze my thigh.

"Frix." he warned me and turned to Dianne. "Ah, It's nice to see you here but I'm here with my girlfriend." He said sternly.

Dianne girl seemed so shocked. "Woah really! As far as I know, Montemayors don't do the girlfriend thing." She said seemingly annoyed.

"I'm sorry Dianne, but not anymore." Rad's answer seemed annoyed.

Dianne looks tipsy. She's pretty—without a doubt, I know she became Rad's ex-fling. I don't know, but I feel like I'm going to explode in anger.

"Ah is that so, what a pity," I was shocked when she fell on Rad's lap!

"Damn! Are you okay?" Rad asked her worriedly.

Shit! Won't he ask me if I am okay? I was almost submerged on the table because of this woman! Obviously she meant it.

"Rad..." I called him.

"Get off now, Dianne." He said but Dianne is a bitch.

"No, I won't." She said and pulled Rad for a kiss.

What the actual fuck?! I can't believe this. This girl is crazy! But is she that strong that Rad can't push her? Seems like the asshole was enjoying her presence. Well I'm not.

"Fuck you!" I shouted at her. I got the crowds attention so they looked at us. My lips and hand trembled in anger!

I am fuming mad. I grabbed her hair so she was shocked!

"Oh my! Let me go!" She screamed.

"What?!" I rubbed her face on the table with Rad's drinks.

"You're a bitch! You deserve that!" I could feel Rad holding my arm and pulling me.

"Baby, stop." He said to me. I reluctantly let go of the woman and faced Rad.

I slapped him hard. My palm was almost numb because of my slap! Well, he deserved it!

I saw how his face reddened.

I'm angry, he's a man! He could push that bitch!

"Damn you! Let's break up!"

He stiffened and I saw how his jaw clenched and his aura became dark.

But I ignored that and marched out of there! I'm so stupid! Why did I even yell at him break up?! In the first place we are not in a relationship! I was even more hurt. I'm assumed too much.

My tears kept flowing. I don't know why I reacted like that. But I just can't really handle the pain I'm feeling.